CNYE photo uploaded~ Ee Ling's Birthday Pic uploaded~

Ee Ling's Birthday Photo
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All Photos can be viewed here:
http://community.webshots.com/user/orev_iagon2


Met a Choi San Ye at Jonker Street~ 

Meng Seong, Me, Ee Ling, Susan and Sui Ping.. 

Yeah~ 

The magician... with bloody hands~ 

CNYE's Photo
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Our Group: Chang Di Zhu... except the fella in the right... Ah Kiew... 

A PR I met there~ 

Man Shuang and Me... She Looks like 70'ties though~ All the Creative Looks' fault~ 

Weng Tuck, Chen Hong, Jinn Yin and Me~ 

Me, Kah Woh and Sing Yee~ Good Friends~ Yo~ 

All Photos can be viewed here:
http://community.webshots.com/user/orev_iagon2

Oh, Give me a break~

It was a good and sunny morning today. However, I feel like I'm in agony... with piles of work waiting for me to complete. But the thing that makes me angry the most is my lab mate deceived me. I just can't stand it when he say that: Just write my name in the report which to be passed up. What's that suppose to mean? I complete the work and you get marks? *No Way* (But no choice also... who says he's in one group with me). Somehow also I feel like he's staying at home resting or revising those more important exam thing while I'm still in *war* with those works, works and works. I think I might become crazy because of the pressure. So that's why also I don't really have mood for CNY.

Yesterday just celebrate Ee Ling's birthday. Yesterday I've seen her angry like everyone didn't prepare celebration for her. And actually that's my fault also because the day before yesterday I've *mis* collected the money of the steamboat from her, so making her angry because she's suppose not to pay anything for her birthday... haha... And thus also makes Mei Ping suffer more... hehe... actually I'm blur blur that day so I'm really not in the right frame of my mind. Hopes she'll know that~

Hopes by this week I'll complete any tasks or works... OMG, still got many to go...

Chinese New Year's coming... *sigh*

Although chinese new year is just around the corner, I found myself that I'm not really excited or really happy at all. Meet the friends? Nah, old friends goes, new friend found... See the relatives and teachers? *sigh* I'm really lazy keep smiling or pretending that I'm really want to takes red packets from them...

Maybe I just want to see then whether they are good or not... or how are they doing friends... teachers... I just can't find any good reason why am I going back this short holiday, probably lazy or something. These few days I keep having nightmares. Maybe because of pressure. But those vision seem real when I remembered them... intellegent talking cat pointing at a piles of corpses and showing something (watching too much Monsters?)... and Yi Ming blame me for something and I got angried then left or something like that (weird huh?)... I can remember last time also I got dream of some sort of ghose cycling in my hometown fetching another ghost... That one even funny... Maybe my imagination is just too powerful... haha...

Pressure... But it seem like I really don't want to let myself go or rest. Just want to make sure everything is settled all right. Jobs and works keep poping out of me and I just can't put them aside. Now my room is like a mess with books, papers and junks shattering around.

Yesterday my brother phone me. He asked me to buy him a T-shirt, not white one because he had already bought a lot of white's shirt. Mostly from Gior Dano. He told me that one shirt already costs over rm50, while I'm thinking that whether I should buy the rm49.5's T-shirt from Yong Tai. *sob* *sob* I just got one new year shirt only... and I've to go to MP for few shirts or T-shirts this weekend. Ah, and also celebrating Ee Ling's birthday~ Hehe... probably steamboat der... 'cause I've never been to steamboat der... *whisper* then bias them to go der... muahaha... *flee...*

Eish, then tomorrow also got another activity at night. And then Saturday I've to tighten up my teeth. (remeber that when I first time tighten up my braces I went to drink the cold drinks and makes me pain for a while... it's very very very pain until I've to hold my mouth with two hands...) Sunday I'll go out with friend shopping and at night celebrating birthday... Muahaha... I've planned all... (eh, forgot about Lab report have to pass up next week... *oh no*)...

Anyway it's still long way to go...

CNYE events finished~

Finally, the CNYE events finished with an applausible effords put in by every members. I feel like I didn't benefit much from this event as I'm like good for nothing in every meeting or duty. Perhaps I should be more enthusiastic and normalize my every action a bit for not over limit or over extreme.

However, my greatest fear isn't this but myself, I feel like I can't bare the pressure or burden along these days. I think it's not doing the best is the good choice but have to maintain for long period is the best way of life. You can't just show everyone your best and then you drop your attitude because of your success.

There is no eternity... but I shall create one~

Preparing for the great CNYE event

*sigh* yesterday just work until 4am for the Sunday's CNYE event... It seem like this year's event is a not really successful because of some quarrel or some 'you-dun-like-me, I-dun-like-you' problem. Even some of the event cancelled.

But lately I feel that JLS has grow better because of their good leadership and member's attitude. But for last weeks event is a bit not good also maybe because of lag of promotions and advertisements.... though I feel that they're making their best in the main hall... Great exhibition~

And also I've decided maybe I'll join the JLclass... Just maybe... I'm still considering whether really want to join or not... depends~##

Photo uploaded for last week's activity~

Autoshow 2005! Autoshow 2005! Autoshow 2005!
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Pink Panther~ The winner of the scooter section~ 


Fast n Furious 


Looks fierce... 


This one nice... 

All photos of Autoshow 2005 MMU can be viewed here: http://community.webshots.com/album/254150576pfftLU


Alan's birthday~ Alan's birthday~ Alan's birthday~
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The Leng Luiz... But that day whom ate a lot that day are them also... 


All of us... except the photographer ~ Alvin... 


Alan - the gunbound king, VGN worker - the bollywood actor... hiding here as a worker for purpose... and me - the prince of m3lancholy lavend3r. 

All photos of alan's birthday can be viewed here: http://community.webshots.com/album/254144560ZtBigu

What a life~

Saturday, went to CLC for CNYE preparations, doing 70 flashes for CNYE advertisements, playing new online game - ROSE online... Yesterday, went to CLC again for the preparation follow-ups, playing online game again, and then went to Jusco with teammates of CLC, buying new T-shirt... Today, woke up at 4am and have to guard the booth to 8am in the morning, making me sick for a while, and then download the anime - monster subbed by Soldats.


4am's look@@ 

(Monster - I think this anime is like ER or Kingdom hospital, it's style is more like western fiction or nightmare, I'm somehow pretty well addicted to follow the story, but not as addicted as the Ghost in the shell I and II. Somehow I think that I like complicated story which deals with psicological, I'm a psyco??)

These few days is just like rushing to have work done, not considering the 'qualitative' and 'smoothness'. So I think I've messed thing up and I'm feeling I need a good sleep after this event. Erm... and also a series of research and revision for all of my subjects...

Muahaha... It's the end of the world~

Pic of the day: Muahaha~ My first Linux based system~ 

OMG, there was a power failure today while I'm in my tutorial class. And then the tutor said we(our class) will continue while in that dark and gloomy room. And then I heard my friend said there is some power station is crashed because of the tsunami aftermath...

I went back to my house and went back to school again because it's too hot in my room. I totally just couldn't bare it. And then just after a while in school, I'm surprised that someone in the CLC concourse there got ppl using computer. I thought that's the school's generator's electricity. But then I heard ppl say electricity is coming and I straight rush back for my computer already... *muacks* my computer, and then start my configuration of my first linux based os - Knoopix~ Yay, it works just fine~ I can use Linux already~ Yay~

(Actually that's not power station crash but it's just power tripping in Kapar, so Selangor, Johor, Negeri Sembilan and Melacca all affected. There is link here. And I heard that prediction said 2010 is the end of the world is it true?)

Arghh... Security Force MMU

I don't know whether what is so special today which to assign so many security agent in front of the MMU main entrance. To show off their stup*d "tight" management I suppose...

Today I fetched my cousin to uni. So I'd suggest that she just don't need to bring the helmet because everytime I enter the uni the security just want to see the driver got helmet or not only. But when I entered for some distance I've already heard the 'beep' 'beep' sound already, so I let my cousin go down from my bike and 'swoosh' to CLC parking site already, ignoring the remaining post sequences that maybe I've to bare. But it's good that if they didn't take down my number plate number, I thought.

But I think they shouldn't do like this maybe because of the visitting of other's secondary school or whatever. The thing they need to do is improve the entire school's services, lecturer's teaching attitude, school's facility and accesibility, and workshop worker's behaviour(that's totally f**k).

(Arghhh... I've to complete all the 70 flash advertisement CLS gave me... this must be a troublesome day after all...)

Photo released~

The photo of last Saturday's trip has been released~
Please visit: http://community.webshots.com/album/249082484wmRcHT for more photo.

Me, Mei Ping and Meng Seong~ 

Ee Ling and me~ 

Susan, Meng Seong and Me~ lol 

Muahaha... idiot flash~

Here are the flash my fren sent me~ the character is going nut~

http://www.funpic.hu/swf/numanuma.html
http://members.cox.net/ladysarakat/piggy.swf

The song is Haiducii - Dragostea Din Tei.
You can download it free here.

I'm single, I'm not available, I'm not alone~

Confused... I really don't like going out with a couple especially when it's just a couple and you in which total three person. It's not because of me that I don't have a girl friend; it's just that they should consider my feeling also. I really hate those who like to show off their partners like following the fashion trend. Love doesn't need to be shown off, just keep that in heart and you can do anything in the room. Really disgusting...

Is it that when people want to search for one girl friend and then you also simply want to find one? Following others? I'm lonely, but I'm confident; I maybe made a few mistakes in my speech, but I know what I try to express; I know I'm lack of socialize, didn't dare to speak in public, but at least, I'm improving and get myself stronger. But there is always contradiction that when you become stronger, richer and better, people will start to look at you in different angle. For instance, when you're richer, people who wants to be with you is actually want grab the benefit of yours, it's realistic world. No one want to get a friend like this. If there is someone also, they are nuts, probably want to show off themselves.

It's strange that people's mind behaves like this. There is always only one mean or one solution for their problem or obstacles. They just can't see through one thing in different angle or perspectives. I didn't say that I can see through all these but it's good that I own this thinking. A Philosophy. A Concept.

(These are the Flash I've done past these few days and the photo gallery:)


CNYE2005VortexByOrev

CNYE2005EveonaWeb2

CNYE2005EveonaByOrev

Photo Gallery

Photo Uploaded~

It's me during MMU CLS CNYE camp~ Photo Uploaded to blog~ I'm now using Blogger Bot to publish my blogs~ LOL 


Prince of M3lancholy Lavend3r 

Flash, muahaha... haha... erp, ha... *cough* *cough* *sniker*

Here is my design of my flash past two days... kinda impress of myself...



Flash 

The first one I've done last two days while the second one is just still under construction yet... However, I don't really have any information nor resources like image to do these... Bad Chun Keat, Bad CLS, I wonder why everybody is that busy and don't have time for these... Hehe, maybe I just want them to teach me some technique of doing flash~ Lol...

Hang Gai and Enjoy~ Arghh... my original plan...

Brisk Walk with friends the day before 

Mmm, it turned out to be a funny day afterall. At first, Meng Seong asked me whether wanna go Jonker yesterday and I've heard that Mei Ping want to go to temple. So I just agreed and then follow them.

But before that I would expected to do something boring today, like other ordinary day. And then I just want to start my macromedia flash at 13:55 and then they arrived already.

Then in car I'd realized that they actually wanna buy the present for Alan's birthday. (Hemm... actually I've already forgot about it coz we talked about it the day before) Then we went MP, bought a long sleeve T-shirt. And then we went to Jonker and the temple there. I've taken a lot of photos and short videos there. When I came out of the temple, I notice a woman sitting outside with hands showing out, I feel like donating and just get my pocket's 1 bucks to her, dunno why, maybe just wanned to fulfill my vast emptyness in my heart, or to make myself warm and look good.

Then after then we also went to Gula Melaka for dinner and Jusco for some shopping. I think I've spent a lot today, and I've to go to ATM for another withdraw again... *sigh* My wallet is "bleeding" already...

Cursed isn't it?

My worst day ever. I'm not in my frame of my mind. Confused of what had I've done, what I'm experience. I'll list down things happened today:

Donate to Tsu Chi for the victims of Tsunami not because I felt sorry for them but I sympathized the old woman who've waited and waited for people to donate them money. I think I'm cruel for deny the donation at first, then I approached her the second time. Given a natural smile of her, being thanks for a few times, I feel warm and blessed.

Crashed my motor and my and other's motor plate was shattered into pieces. I wanted to run away, perhaps most people would take that action if they were there. I was helped by a kind funny fella to help to bring up the motorbike. I feel ashamed. May the god forgive for what I've done and blessed the unfortune one.

After that, I took my bike to replace the plate. I myself went to the computer cd shop to buy the installer cd. I'm not really happy that time and just placed the cd in the carrier and then I've dropped it because the cd should have placed in my back.

6pm, I was chosen, actually not chosen, was forced to become class representative. Maybe I was too active to show off myself that I'm expert, but I'm idiot to do the djgpp thing in the class.

Although I've leave my burdon of the robotic club, it seem like I'm being cursed for leaving. What is today's meaning? Law of cause and effect?? Cursed??

Tsunami ~ Water = Suffer ~ Sorrow

It's new year but it's unfortunate for the Tsunami event that almost struck over 110,000 people in Indonesia, India, Somaria, Thailand, Malaysia and some other nations. We have to share the sorrow that surrounded us. Today the whether is rather cold and I think it's because of the Tsunami.

Hopefully it's not the end of the world. All shall continue as it should.

(According to prediction, after 2010 will be the end of the world.)

Good Day, Good Life, Bad Feeling

Maybe it's human's natural behaviour, that's curious, curious to find out every truth of nothingless, to explore other's ugliness, to search for their weak spot. That's why human are all idiot, that's why this world is towards the end and not the bright future. Prediction made by observer saying that 2010 will be the end of the world, the Tsunamis is just a beginning, and later 2005 will be followed by another big dreadful event. Is that true? No one would know. Even so, my mind is just as serene as the desert. That's what said in the movie I watched yesterday - the aviator, it said about someone who have a big dream and thoughtful mind with far eyesight to the future, however, he himself got the emotion problem. It's not a big deal when it comes to the end, he overcome anything in this world and be success to the big sky. Sad ending I think...

Today is like any other normal day, first, the Glen called me to fetch him to the bus station. And then me and my housemate went to jusco for dinner and to buy some daily accesories. Then I'm calling it a day since no big deal happened. Erm, I mean I'm throwing away those pressure to have a good night sleep. (Of course I have many things to do these few weeks).

Leng Luiz~ Lol~ PBSM and stuff~

view all photo from here:~

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My junior~ though I dun know his name~ 


My fren Li Xin 



My fren Ru Xian 


My little brother~ He's always blur~