P@n@s0nic's {Pr!)_(M} working lifestyle is this:
- You'll get a flexible timetable arrangement, but normally you won't because the deadline are strict
- It's quite stress working under the deadlines (maybe depending on the project/s)
- The working environment is not that friendly as it seemed (every company do have politics rite?) Okie... I was wrong... They are friendly... I think too much.
- We can learn a lot here compared to other company "In Malaysia"
- It's a bit stress because it is Jpn3s3 company? Normally all the companies have stress, not just PRD
- Now if I'm under contract, I can't claim OT allowance, but the project does need me for OT, is that a contradict? Does it means I *don't really have to OT for my project?*, normally under strict deadlines, and again, you won't do that..
- Me and other colleagues are fine, (especially with same gang), but for those I'm anti.. then soli la.. You all sucks, stupid, brainless and selfish. Most ppl who study with first class grade are selfish rite? Lolx... I gotta rephrase this... after 2 months of working... changed my perspective.

What did I studied and still studying?
- CMMI model, important for deciding a company's success or failure (CMMI = Capability Maturing Model Integration) and continuous process.
- Process Training, introduced the organisation's process and the protocols.
- C#.NET training and framework study.
- UML training.
- Coding design and pattern and applications.

Something extra:
- Relationship handling
- Stress handling.
- Colleague's relationship handling. (you'll face them... all the time, if minus the sleep time, is almost 2/3 of all the time)
- Time management.
- Misc (Something related to relationships, friends, item list, house keeping, and others)

ANd yea.. Sorry ya.. sorrie to keep u worry and worry. I'll try to learn how to manage myself better coz I looks weak outside,.. and inside too. If we have the time we'll go to somewhere nice k? Away from work, away from stress and away from sadness. Cheer up ^_^

Miss the days when we were yum-cha-ing in VGN
Miss the days when we were going out having fun in Melacca
Miss the days when we went to Havana cafe
Miss the days when we having exams and stress of non-stop assignments
Miss the days when we were talking gossips
Miss the days when we were doing activities together,
buying stuffs, complaining this or that, pushing responsibilities..
Miss the days when we went traveling together
Miss the days when we were having dinner together
Miss the days when we rushed for Sushi-King Promotions
Miss the days.. and

Miss you all, guys and gals...

I knew the feeling now.
This is the feeling when I said something cruel to you.
It's the same feeling when you're being exiled and stayed alone.. helpless..
I'm sorry... for making the mistake, again and again.
I'm self-less.

Thank you for being understanding.

Something is hard and I couldn't possible accept it at one time,
I think I should throw away those pieces of burden,
one piece by one piece,
I just couldn't possibly take all of them in such instance.
Please give me some time to let go.

Probably some day..
Maybe it'll exist, someday..

Am I avoiding the possibility of it?

I'm not sure.
I just hope,
maybe one day, u'll be better.
maybe one day, u'll be the original self.

I don't want to become self-less.
I'm me,
remember?

Sometimes,
the hatred is advancing,
the love is deteriorating,
sometimes the hatred become love,
and love become hatred,
I'm not taking everything for granted,
and everything should be granted as I wish,
but I didn't urge or push it,
I just simply make an excuse and
say: It's the way it should be.

Is it?

I'm selfless.

You are yourself.

You didn't change at all,
since the first day I knew you.

I wanted to be better.

I wanted yourself to be better.

We're maintaining.
It's not a burden anymore,
we changed.

It's not a burden, it's something else.
When it's something else, I'm happy,
if it's not, I'll be sad,
it's not the simple equation anymore,
it's complex.

It's hard.

And I'm selfless.

Have been working for 1 week in Panasonic now...
quite boring actually,
but somehow I managed to sneak into conversation with colleagues.
Now undergo training.

Weekend spent my time at Wangsa Maju->
I can't believe I did travel from Equine to Wangsa Maju
My travelling started from:
__--> Equine -> SK -> Sungai Besi -> MRR2 -> Wangsa Maju (yay)

This week started the C# programming training ^_^