Liven Up!

By the time I get home, I sighed and relieved,
tearing my shirt apart, lying on the bed,
thinking what I'd been doing for the whole day.

The long working hours is killing me.
Yet I have no choice but to keep on the pace.

Undeniably the working environment in Japan is terrible.
Loyalty served as their first priority.. and working like a d*g..

Tired...

Weekend

It is another lovely weekend.

I was wondering whether how should I spend it.
For the past few weeks I was terribly busy with my work... (even weekends! |||)

- Rest? Sleep?
- Settle Fukuoka business trip preparation?
- Continue my project?

Thinking of having a tattoo..
Thinking of working out..
Thinking of improving my technical skill..
Thinking of completing my personal projects..
Thinking of going back hometown..
Thinking of continue my master study..
Thinking of quitting..

A lot things to think of..

But..

Which one should I done first?

lol.. maybe in the end all of them are dreams..

Shit..

T.T Overtime Overload Omg...

Company's review was done last week, and yahooo, my marks is still the same :D (teehee.. of cause there is reason behind this...)

And a few points was made:

- I am slow, not efficient
- Easy to fall into the maze that was created by myself :)
- Working late, not a healthy lifestyle

Furthermore, things to be upgraded:

- Technical skill
- Time management
- Task prioritization

T.T sad..

I was overloaded with tasks, my Vietnamese member had gone back hometown to do his Visa; in which it means I have to support his portion of workload...

Feeling like a torture, stress and helplessness.

Quarrelled with my leader a bit T.T.. *sigh*...

I need a *uhm* :)