Long time din blogging until these few days...

Just back from_______ Japan!!!
Yea.. JAPAN!!!
I was so happy~... (although my face seemed motionless)

How was it? how was it?____ ->standard answer--->
The people are nice___ Just as what you watched in drama (seriously)
The food are superb___ Compared to HL milk in Malaysia makes u feeling vomit when u think of it..
The food are superb X 1000___ when you're back to Malaysia U won't go sushi king anymore...
The places are beautiful and gorgeous!!!___ clean and beautiful.. just like when you're back from Singapore to Johor Kastam, you'll see a lot (realll a lot) of garbages and black black spot... (?oil ink?)
The places i went are: Hekinan - Aichi, Oosaka, Kyoto, Nara.
Too bad I bought too few souvenir for you all.. I jus got 1/10 of the travel trip for shopping...
Gomen, gomen... seriously..

Now -> I'm working in Panasonic R&D Center in Cyberjaya...
Cyberjaya...
It's a piece of desert...
And cyberia,
it's a glass of water...
when you go there,
you need the glass of water in the desert...

But,
I've chosed Equine to stay.. lolx..
Cheaper,
I won't need to find the singleroom tat hard.. stupid cyberjaya market..
it's not an intellect city, it's the DOOMED TOMB, a dead city...
it's good that there is still have a Jusco... beside Equine...

WISH LIST:
PSP Slim/NDSL
Laptop VAIO Sony 11 hrs mode
Scholarship for Master in Japan
Passes my JLPT 2
Get a hybrid car... (stupid government shouldn't put HIGH tax on it.. said it only required rm20 for a week)
Get a cozy house staying with loved 1
A good and nice nice loved 1 (lolx)

"Quoted..."

U are not being childish...U are just in the process of learning..As long as we are willing to put some effort,,one by one,,bit by bit,,no one can say u are childish...Because u understand urself more than other ppl understand you,,,Because u know u did learn from the past....A lot of ppl in this world love you.

dont let a destructive criticism bring you down,,because i know clearly that criticism is not worth your time to think of it...

Love, is where u can shine....Its where ur shines will be appreciated...

hope u are willing to read what i wrote for you...

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We're born to suffer, we're born to love, we're in one unity.

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Shaping my thinking a bit...
I'm wrong,
I'm wrong,
I'm wrong...

After I've shouted for three times,
I'm still wrong.

I saw the dreamer's garden in front of me and..
I don't hesitate anymore and jump into the world,
that is not the real world neither.

I'm still wandering inside,
and I don't want to come out, and
I'm still wrong.

My eyes caught something,
that was a rabbit wearing glasses inside the garden jumping towards the black castle,
I followed.
I'm still wrong.

The rabbit turn around and to my utmost dispair,
I saw myself.
I'm my nightmare. And I'm wrong, in the end.

Shouldn't I care more?
Give in something, you'll obtain nothing.
Care for not only yourself, but within the border.
What is true and what is false.
You'll know some time...

I'm correct.