|: wei i wana say 1st ya
|: if i hv 2 bek earlier 2 mlc n cook all d stuff
|: i dun wan touch report
|: i dun wan do all stuff la
|: dun wan be nice ppl anymore
|: =.=!!

wat's the meaning of this?
one word pushing everything away?

ok you can't do u can assign people to do,
you just confirm with it next time.

A leader is not just doing the work alone but is doing in group.

Ok, u're busy.
I'm busy too, and have to think of a lot of real solutions.

Summore I got people inside group asking of weird questions.
I'm getting crazy. What a colourful world.

And do I need to do the enquiries myself?
Why nobody take initiative?
I'm not the whole group.
I'm just part of the group.
I lead the group to success.
People can question my action.
I'm not god.

And tomorrow I have to see the lecturer again.
Stupid lecturer.
Anyway, thanks to people
who took initiative to question about my action.
thanks to people
who ask a lot of troubles that makes me learn.
I'm growing up.

Here is how we cares for others, I quoted it because I wanted to remind myself of it. Don't want to create my own world anymore...

"when we do or speak out something, it doesnt mean other ppl will have to accept even you think it is right. becoz everyone's perspective of right or wrong is different. so when we act and speak, we have to speak and act for the other person, not for ourselves. if we can do tat, then only we can tell ourselves, we are thinking on other people's behalf."

Expressing yourself... how do we express ourself? To laugh whenever you're happy, to shout whenever you're feeling to, to be sad when something bad happens. People just say I'm a robot, cause I don't have any feeling to anything. I'm selfish.

I going out sushi again with MeiPing, PuiPui and AiZhen in Sushi King JJ today, there are variety of topics we've discussed. We're kinda funny at that time cause we're snatching those plates like we've hungry for few days without food. PuiPui snatched those plates upon settling down at the seat, I was like |||... wow.. Hehe, seriously I can't spend more already, else I'll bankrupt. Crazy sushi king promotion, I'm one of the supporter.

Looking back then, we're having a lot of fun together. And sometimes there are miserable times, while most of the time I just ran away from problems, blaming myself why I couldn't make everything better. Lament, without much improvement, in the end, I'm still the same?

And yea, another thing, PuiPui asked whether how ppl looking at her at the first time, I made the point, but I wanted don't want to like make her unhappy and say something after then. I'm just wanted to cover up my point so it doesn't looks ugly? But indeed it looked ugly in the end.

So, making a point is just straight forward, like MeiPing, she just say: Yes, you are. And that solved the problem and makes people think that you're honest without much problem. It's just straight forward, nothing more.

Sure I can do it, try harder!

Sometimes the most attractive person turns out to be the most lame one in the end, or after some time. Just don't judge a book by its cover. Actually I'm browsing through some old photos and I discovered that.. Some of the people do change and become nicer but some others become the opposite.. People do change, I mean physically, but how do we know whether they're still same person after some time? Depends right?

Currently doing websites, noctorus.net, bought it for rm40, and also the 3g webspace. Arghh.. spent so much this month.