I overslept again.

Yesterday was a bad day,
going out wit some old frens,
they seemed a little bit..

outdated..

Thinking back of me, I should go to gym when i'm back on 24.
And yea, braces uninstallation on 26.
It'll be a relief. A real relief after 2 years suffer, it is worth it..

Now.. change topic..

Piggie and Piggie's bb having quarrel these few days,
wonder how they're going adi?
They are my idol le.. how come these things happened?
Piggie's bb didn't sms nor contact Piggie..
What happened?
Hope they'll be all right..

BB called me yesterday nite,
I felt pressure again.. am I?
Is it same case with Piggie?
I finally know that what I dislike the most now, and what can I do? I stil can do nothing..

I don't like sticky type of ppl
I don't like unintellectual ppl, without senses
I don't like ppl crying, rather, I want u to be indpndnt
I don't like you keep on pushing me
I don't like you thinking of nonsense
I don't like you always giving me choices,
while you left urself nothing to choose.

So.. do you understand?

It has been a while ..
since holiday started last week..
Erm.. what happened during my genting trip last week?
I guess nothing special..
It's hard to find something special on me,
because I'm a boring person..
a real boring person.
I need someone to cherish my life.
I need you.

Whatever.

Talking bout the genting trip,
I went there wit Ah bee, Ah guan, Hui Sian and their family,
and then met the mumos group up there too.
not surprising.
It was a bit boring..

And something happened up there,
Hui Sian fall sick (rather serious)
we all were worried about it,
and also scared that lulu won't feel happy
on her birthday..
And yea, Happie birthday to lulu..
Haha.. cute little sis..
21 yrs old lak..
(hope she won't sneek in here, if not..)

After the trip,
went straight to dear's house
staying there for 4 days straight.
finally we get understand about each other more.
but I feel stress..
I feel that's not I want..
but dear promise that will give me time to try

I don't know..

Let go? or continue?

But I'm very happy to know a lot of ppl..
MengLee(Wonderful little sis, talkative.. but kind.),
PuiShee(Comment a lot, but actually very caring),
XiaoRong(A bit silent, Likes drama and anime too^^),
Susan(Cute little princess, spent a lot=.=.. save loo..),
Andy(met a while..),
Sean(Cute cute),
and know since last time:
Kevin, Lawrence, Edwin and Jason.

I'll continue on my jouney... grab what I want..
Talk bout it next time ^_^

Work to do:

• Design: (1)Altera exhibition - MMUiem (2)MUMOS (3)Japanese Club (4)CLS 10th
• Japanese - Preparing for 2nd level JLPT
• Gym
• Academic - Aiming for 2nd upper next sem

Happiee Holidayzzz.
Happiee Holidayzzz.
Happiee Holidayzzz.

Cheer~~

Not funny..

I'm trully a copy-cat, copies other's ideas..
muahaha, guess piggiee dunno..
hope piggiee hav fun in the adventure.
a good beginning.

Me too.

Hope my dear can be like tat too..
*sigh* hoping too much??

mood right now?
a little bit blue.. a little happy..
dear called me today evening,
I was worry though,
coz didn't reply my sms,
den... tadaa~, miracle happen, * replied me, said * was sleeping.

Silly me.

Puipui and MeiPing them having BBQ today,
I not sure whether wanna go and help them,
coz i got another gang to join..
going JJ buy stuff for Genting tomorrow,
sorrie le.. *whisper*

Yesterday went Pure Bar and met chun lynn, Sze Ming and their gang,
wanted to avoid them though,
but can't, dunno why,
maybe feel a bit insecure wit my fren,
avoid my ugliness.

Stupid me.

Baka-yarou. nani mo deki nai no ka? watashi wa baka..

Serious?
I'm in good mood right now,
first entry to colour bloggie.

Cut my hair today coz it's very messy,
after the cut, taadaaa~
a new me again,
it'll be more surprise after the braces uninstallation on 27jan,
giv this surprise to my frens.

I stil not recover yet coz dar blame me last two days,
Dunno wanted to send sms o not.
But now the situation ok dy.

Yo-katta, da ne?
warau hazu da ka?
subete wakarimasen...

sad.. sad.. no mood right now...

M3lancholy003: Final decision

物以稀為貴。。這。。是稀嗎？|||
還是。。。被遺棄了？
尋找那一份空間，
自由的，
無盡的。。

天堂？。。還存在嗎？
想不到，你也是相信。
雖然我縹緲不定，瘦弱的身軀，
帶著存有一絲的溫熱，
被風雨打得破爛不堪了，
心往地心扎根得更堅固了，
是通往冷漠的世界扎根，
根深蒂固，
無法再挽回了。。

已經忘記什麽是理智了，抓狂地去尋找，摸索，
你眼神中仿佛沒有盡頭，就在那思緒中徘徊，
被抓進去了，緊緊地吸引著，
無法瞬間做出決定，
還是遠遠的，
祝福，
無限的夢想，
還是有我，
一路陪伴。

腦中湊合了零零碎碎的心情，無法再去想這麽多了，這就是我的拼圖。

M3lancholy002: Ei... Stupid...

都沒關係了吧，
什麽都不管我的事嗎？
我還管什麽？

自己什麽都抓摸不定，
還給自己什麽理由去肯定自己？
藉口嗎？

我不懂，
都是你強調的，
我沒有自我，
是你害的，
是我給我自己藉口。。

不想再這樣做人。。

昨天，看了你的blog，
還是一樣，沒更新，我在猜測，這幾天都在忙嗎？

很開心最近一些朋友找自己去玩，
沒有想到，原來其中的目的。。
我太多心了嗎？
懷疑太多了，讓自己壓力大。。
好歹給自己一個小小的信心吧。。

繼續加油。。
徒弟，你也要加油噢。。

M3lancholy001: always melancholy

Today, it's the same as before,
nothing to do,
nowhere to go,
...

I don't even recognise myself, anymore.
I'm shattered into pieces, without aim, without the meaning of life, anymore.
My heart,
No one will understand,
And I dun let anyone to understand what I feel,
Closing it.

I'm dying. Gradually.

形容自己的经典30句


1、长的惊险.....有创意啊

2、你小时候被猪亲过吧?

3、你长的很爱国，很敬业，很有骨气！

4、长得真有创意，活得真有勇气！

5、你长的真tm后现代

6、你长的好象车祸现场

7、你长的外形不准比例没打好

8、你干嘛用屁股挡住脸啊！

9、我觉得世界上就只有两种人能吸引人，一种是特漂亮的一种就是你这样的

10、你的长相很提神的说!!

11、你需要回炉重造

12、他们怎么能管你叫猪呢？？这太不像话了！总不能人家长的像什么就叫人家什么吧！怎么能说你长得像猪呢？那是侮辱了猪。

13、靠，你TMD长得太好认了。

14、长的很科幻,长的很抽象!

15、见过丑的，没见过这么丑的。乍一看挺丑，仔细一看更丑！

16、长的很无辜，长的对不起人民对不起党。

17、你长的拖慢网速，你长的太耗内存

18、你光着身子追我两公里我回一次头都算我是流氓!

19、大哥，把你脸上的分辨率调低点好吗？

20、你长的违章!

21、国际脸孔世界通用

22、很惋惜的看着他说：“手术能整回来吗？“

23、你的长相突破了人类的想象...

24、你张的很野兽派嘛！！

25、你还没有进化完全，长的象人真的难为你了。

26.我想看着你说话，可你为什么把脸埋在你的屁股里？...哦？对不起，我不知道那是你的脸，那你的屁股哪儿去了？

27.我也不想打击你了。你去动物园看看有没有合适的工作适合你，你这样在街上乱跑很容易被警察射杀的。

28、MMD,我从没见过长的这么有考古价值的.

29、长的飞沙走石鬼斧神功.

30、长的丑不是你的错，可是出来吓人就是你的不对了

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I'm dead, for the moment.

I'm dead.

I'm dead. Pls do not send me message for the moment~
I'm dead. Pls take care of yourself~
I'm dead. I'm hurt~ (I do still have senses huh!?)
I'm dead. Pls consider me as you never know me before.
I'm dead. Everything is just your illusion.
I'm dead. Pls forget me.
I'm dead. Pls forgive me.
I'm dead. Pls do not send me sms.
I'm dead. Pls forget about the memories of us all together.
I'm dead. But earth remain spinning.
I'm dead. Pls take care of my dog, visky. Remember to buy him dogfood.
I'm dead. Pls be careful when I'm not around.
I'm dead. Pls keep ur promise not to say our secret to anyone.
I'm dead. I wanted to be buried at a place where full of grasses and flowers.
I'm dead. Pls dun let my parents sad.
I'm dead. Everything will be fine. Everything will return to normal.

I'm dead. I'll reborn.
I'm dead. I'll reborn.

Don't wait me... Pls forget me... Pls forgive me...
I do not exist.
I do not appear in your memories.
I am just a people you do not remember.

Reborn...

New me...

Reintroduce new me...

Once again...

=+:iiV@nn:+=

Preparing: New Me! ^

Am I prepared?
Am I scared?
I'm always me... Don't be affected by my change...
Wait for me, k?... I'll always be there for you...
Remember our promise... Remember what you've said to me...

New plan after sem break:
1. Revise english, revise japanese.
2. Do house cleaning.
3. Make website and port folio.
4. Backup DVDs.
5. Take off braces and replace with retainer.
6. Prepare for 13/6's Pulau Perhentian trip^_^.
7. Go gym.
8. Deal with landlord about the electricity problem.
9. Earm money $$.
10. Buy stuff for co-co activities, and also cls activities.

^_^|||

Braces

I guess I've been wearing braces for almost 2 years. Thinking back, it was not really as suffering as people said, or I've get use to it already, just some scary part in the beginning like extracting the wisdom teeth and three other teeth. And I'm really proud to announce that I'm going to take it off after sem break. ^_^

There have been some difficulties in the beginning actually and I'm scared that I can't cope with them sometimes. Part of them is that my speech become more blur. Um.. I know that sometimes I was really don't know how to express myself and thus this makes me worse. But fortunately all my friends here don't really care about it. I learnt who're more truthful to be with and who're lying all the times.

And thanks to it, I've become stronger and stronger. Pros and cons, I guess there are more pros rather than cons. It's not wasting money, it's to build up confidence and one's identity.

The process of these are called orthodontics, there will have no signboard in the hospital saying braces install or anything like that. Funny though, at first I also don't really know what the term means and just go to see the doctor in the dentistry department for check up. I was really scared at that time whether how I'm going to cope with these all. Fortunately I was really brave to take this step, though it was hard.

There are several minor component of the braces. It's not just using wires and tied them around your teeth but there are several technique to 'glue' it to your teeth. Or some other places they use more technologically advanced blue laser to 'glue' it. The components consist of parts like brackets which is glued to your teeth, the 'memory' metal which is made of stainless steel, bands which are to places in the molars (innermost teeth) to fix the metal wires inside together with the brackets. There are some other 'equipment' which are use to correct the teeth's position like archwire, elastic, expander etc etc.

Before the installing of braces, I've ought to have something called spacers in between my last molar and the second to make a gap for the band to fit in. And the installing process is just very easy, the orthodontist (for me it was Mrs Kok, ^_^ nice woman..) will place something looked like cigaratte (which is not cigaratte, it's actually some sort like cotton with cigaratte shape) inside your mouth to prevent your saliva and skins from disturbing the process. Then the orthodontist will start to install the bands in the molars, followed by the brackets on the correct position on the teeth. They use the dental grade cement and light to fix the brackets until harden completely. The process was of course fast for a experienced orthodontist like Mrs Kok. And then she took the metal wires and affix it with elastics, brackets ligature, and bands. On the first day, the wires looked like zig zag, but after a few weeks, my teeth started to move around according to the wires original shape because the wires they used were 'memory' type, so it'll remember its original shape when it reach the human temperature.

And now, tada~, what I have now is more confidence, and more smile ^_^.

Just wanna to encourage (or push) more people to do orthodontics... wakaka~ (and yea, I saw people said from internet that almost all people from western country had done this before~)

^...^ <- smile like this is actually a little bit suffering
^><^ <- so I've to smile like this
^_^ <- after orthodontics, more confident ^_^ Banzai~ Braces~ ^_^ celebrating 2nd anniversary of my braces ^_^ and going to 'uninstall' soon ^_^ Yay ^_^

=.=|||

Boring Sem Break... ZZZ...

*sigh* *sigh* *sigh* o_o||| Semester break have already started and I'm very boring staying at hometown. Everyday are just the same: eat, read, sleep, or eat, sleep, eat, sleep. But fortunately I've planned something to do this few weeks, at least I'll not bored to death. Ahh.. actually it's a relief that exam has over, last few weeks I had the most suffering week ever.

Who to blame... of course that's me.. hehe.. and yea... long time no blogging already =p After joining cls, I feel that I'm growing more and more, I've learn more things and the art of life. Being one of this family is great though. I had a great time together with all the quan wu friends. Kinda miss them all... ^_^ (feel kinda girlish in this sentence...)

It had been a long time since I've read some novel that could touch my heart. That feeling is somewhat sad and that feeling remained in my brain for next few weeks. I almost cried because of that. Amazingly I found some similarity or situations between the story and me. If not I'll not be that crazy until reading every part and pieces of it from the net, while I'm still having exam next few days.. *.* Guess my exam's result will be affected by that I think. I knew that is fiction, but yet I'm fascinated by its perfection, its flawless plot and events. And I'm really really down after that...

Sad though, these few days there is another thing popped in my mind. (*guess being boring in home will bring some negative effect including thinking of something negatively... =.=) The thing I mention just now is that I'm denying my past. I don't even greet my old friend, although not really close, yet pretending not to see them. I even think that my past is a failure. And I'm a failure, a defective child. And no one will guide me in my road but there is only me.

And not only this, I'm getting more and more individualistic, because I always think that I can do things more faster if I'm alone, and things will be better. But I forgot something that's even more precious... Hehe.. I guess it's hard for me to understand myself, not to say other people... So basically, I'm really a weirdo, even I don't know what I wanted to do. But sometimes those uncertainties will suddenly dissappeared when I mix with some friends in Quan Wu, I knew I'm born to have fun and take care of everyone. That's ideally.. hehe.. in realistic, no ^_^|||.

But guess it's time for me to change! HooHei CHANGE! Wakakaka~~~

^_^ Basically I'm a ghost, or maybe someday, I'll dissappeared in this world, while having no one notice about my existance. I'll dissappear... someday...

zzz... I wanted to go to Taiwan~
zzz... I wanted to go to Hong Kong~ -O-
Anyone? =P

Good Charlotte: My Bloody Valentine

"My Bloody Valentine"

Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life


I ripped out
His throat
And called you on the telephone
To take off
My disguise
Just in time to hear you cry when you...


You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
The night he died
You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
One last time


Singin'...


Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life
I don't know much at all
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight


There was
Police and
Flashing lights
The rain came down so hard that night and the
Headlines read
A lover died
No tell-tale heart was left to find when you...


You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
The night he died
You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
One last time


Singin'...


Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life
I don't know much at all
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight


Tonight


He dropped you off, I followed him home
Then I, I stood outside his bedroom window
Standing over him, he begged me not to do
What I knew I had to do cause I'm so in love with you


Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life
I don't know much at all
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight
Tonight

Soothing sound of the melancholy wind

I'm changing.


I tipped myself. I contradict myself. I am my shadow...


My world consists of dreamland. And part of it exists in reality.
The reality me is not me.
I'm nothing if there is no definition for me. Or anyone who gives definition to my existence.


Something you can't reach, you feel it, you draw near it, you became part of it.


The identity of which you gain when you know the right time to choose.
It's not replication. It's not disguise.
It's mere repetition of everyday life.
Something you've gained after these processes.

Something I should've know earlier.
Something inside me has grow darker and darker.
I'm complicated.
I can't comprehend.
I'm not manage to comprehend so many information.
Part of them are fake, harmful, and influencing.
Information change thus I change.

Everything is just formular.

Everything is just a field of influential element.

Everything is nothing if there is no definition for them.

Definition comes first? or Everything comes first?

Who gave definition for them?

Evil and kindness meant nothing now...
They have their complicated way of manipulating things.
We gave judgement to them because they are harmful or beneficial to us.

Human is just a selfish entity.

I am selfish.
I wanted to gain advantage from others.

Everyone is selfish.
Everyone wanted to gain advantage from others.

No one will realise how the process going on...

People just see outcome compare with the input.

All are just nothing, all are the same,

repetition...

iteration...

iteration...

and iteration...

Thank you~ Thank you all~ QUAN WU

Erm... what should I say... ~.~ I've slept almost 12 hours yesterday... After this event feels very very tired.

After more than one year spending in QuanWu2, I've learnt many things.
Thank you all for giving me chances
Thank you all for believing me
And thank you all for not complaining what I'm doing wrong.
If I've done something wrong, pls forgive me.. hehe...

We've passed all the happy, angry and sad time. This is my first time to become organising committee, so my group is a bit lousy laa... lol

From the starting of this event, truthfully I really dunno how to design. Really, I just like to draw circles circles sometimes or whenever I'm free. I've learnt many things including those technical technical problems and 'thanks' to stupid tissueworld >.<... And thanks everyone for appreciating my work. (but really lar, comparing to other ppl in the web my design is really laoya adi lar, if not believe can go to www.deviantart.com or forum.lowyat.com and see in design section there got many expert...)

Den we start out many activities, suddenly my time become more and more packed. I'm always thinking, this is my chance to learn things. But things are always not going smoothly and there are many obstacles around. However we manage to go thru all these.

Got something say to u all lar, as follow, coz I always keep thing in my heart so last time din speak out dee:

AhBee: Thank you laa~ if not our group will become boring like hell luu... And thanks for making everythings going smoothly. And forgive me if I didn't communicate with u frequently about the works and all the works are doing last minute.. hehe.. And thanks for not ignoring me or angry for my blur blur attitute. Last time I got call u to join my group and promise that this is just an easy task... hehe.. sorry ar... actually is very very busy one. But I was just thinking that if you joined my group our group will become more active and not boring. hehe.. tat's why. even though ur work is a bit laoya.. haha... JKJK

BoonPing: Thanks ya~ Everytime I need u to remind me anything, coz I'm really forgetful and everything are just last minute work. And really respect u tat u can endure all the problems going on. And also always consider everyone's situation including my group's problems. If not there will have more and more problems.. Thanks ya~ Hehe.. thanks ya when tat time when walking show din kill me wor coz i walk wit mp, haha.. or eyes fixed at me tat time liao.. lol... JKJK~

Simmy: Si babi simmy lar, everytime dun bully ppl lar.. ppl complaning lar =.=" hehe... Actually thanks ya, for giving me chance to join this family. But dun happy so fast, coz i'm not praising you.. lol. Clever lar, assign me to chang di, I'm ppl who are easy to bully laa? And also lar, I tot chang di is a very easy task... make me and liang hoe two ppl working non stop and stand there 15 hours non stop for three days =.=" and liang hoe almost skip all dinner and lunch and din go back puteri all the time and me also lar, skip some of the dinner and lunch. Wanna kill ppl meh... should have one wc for pao tui mar~ First day almost wanna die adi lor~ den continue 2 day and 3rd day also de same but ok a bit dy coz got limit 20 minutes. First day I blank you know! I completely dunno what should I do leh... But then overall thanks lar, and pls forgive for any or other problems caused to you. And wanna ask u ar.. y last part no singing like last time der? I like last time tat part leei...

Lulu: Sorry larrrrr.. everytime forget about you.. hehe... from the start of this event always forget about the agenda, forget tell u about the meeting time, everytime tell u the meeting time last minute, and forget to take photo wit u in CADD. hahaa... maybe sometimes can't see u or can't find u. lol. forgive me laa... hehe.. omg... wanna go Sushi^_^?

KahWoh: Aiya... dun always talk nonsense wit me laaa... but still ok lar. haha... I dun have any airport or other port lar. not like you have big small eye lol... And always jiou u out dun wan go out =.= Den after tat say i din jiou u... >.< Good heng dai lar... Stil remember the quote ar: Pang You Yu Sao Zhuk, Lui Yan Yu Yi Fuk~... ur head lar.. always teach me bad bad things...

YongLerk: Lerk Lerk~ hehe... think u're a happy person. And thanks also for reminding me the things i need to do der~ Thanks for supporting me and always giving me advices~ And dun always say: ah Yu can I kau u.. hehe. I paiseh leeei...

HuiShin: Aiya, u and simmy yat dam dam der lar.. haha.. But u ok a bit lar.. lol~ Respect u can do many big big work at same time. Thanks for giving me chances at start and give support during all the event going on. Forgive me if i've done things wrong wor~ And also lar, last time when u wear the red contact lens my fren say u're like vampire lol...

LiangHoe: Deng, last day tension lar, u making me more and more tension laaaa... Not see me last day just silent all the time meh... Wah, respect u can become steel man lar, really 100% steel wor~ Respect 100%~ tat time not eat become tension den i more and more tension laa... when i tension, i'll become silent mode adi~ But thanks wor, coz sometimes my work is late a bit come out den u din complain very much~ coz sometime i busy laa, and then lazy laa... but tat time i try to change laa, hehe.. but still cannot.. Jiang San Yu Gai, Ben Xing Nan Yu marr...

KaiSiang: Everytime jiou u den u say got class, den after tat I say cannot when u ask me den u say i put aeroplane.. *haihzzz... *swtttttt... I really wanna go der mar but time cannot lehhhh.. And then lar, I'm not gurl lar, pls dun always treat me like gurl laaa... Next time dun say i put aeroplane again laa.. I'm not aeroplane king leehh... lol, if u keep say so i'll become famous aeroplane king liao laaa... >.<|||

Enson: Lol... think u're cool ppl, I mean appearance. Really lar when first u join QuanWu, u're just silent and cool all the time. hehe.. but then everytime pls think first when talking der.. hehe.. sometimes I dunno how to respond u. Coz sometimes I cannot catch what u mean. And sometimes i feel that u like to talk something without purpose laa... hehe, so I dunno what to say. But overall thank you~ and thanks ler for jiou me out sometimes~ ^_^

ShiMing: Tat time when i din pass up some file u're like very angry lar, so I din dare to talk to u very much leeii so sometimes i'm scared of u. Coz tat time I not familiar with u mar~ And also lar, dun call me yu ge ge again lar, call me ah Yu lar~ Thanks for all ur support wor. So if there is any problems caused to u really paiseh laaa...

MongPing: Nice luu, thanks for always tolerate wit me and the works. And dun imitate my mouth laa... i know i got braces very ugly mar.. so i do tat so tat it seem like no braces loo... hehe.. haiya, you know ler, braces very suffering laa...

HuiXuan: Respect u 100% also lar, u're like liang hoe also der, steel man.. eh.. no... steel gurl.. u always din angry one wor, din see u angry before~ And u always working hard for quanwu makes me paiseh laa... coz my work is messy mar~

MeiRong: Think u're a bit blur like me laa.. And when the starting I'm really scared of you der, coz i'm not really familiar wit u. But then we start to work for the banner thing in the exhibition. But to be honest lar, I'm just simply doing the banner very simple der, I din put 100% effort on it der, hehe.. So the output is bad lar, so I din say anything and let it be lar, hehe. paiseh lol... The banner is nice?~.. hehe.. no~.. But overall thanks lar for ur support~

QingYuan: Haiyaa... last part the award part i got all the laoya music lar.. if u tell me earlier one week den i can help u find more better music marr.. aiya.. all i heard is old fashion music like olympic music and so on.. tat time i really *swtttttt laaaaa... Haiyooo... den i use some of my mp3 song adi.. u all din realize meh? the award part music is a bit weird der... hehe.. nice working wit u all..

CJ: Think u're nice ppl, but sometimes I feel that u're like always din speak out any problems or things and keep in heart der. and sometimes I'm scared of you der~ But overall thanks for ur support lar~

YuYuan: lol.. think u're the same anime maniac with me... no wonder u join anime club lol.. but i din join der. hehe... next time if got any new anime series coming out pls call me ar.. i also wanna watch~ Thanks for ur support during these days~

JinnYin: Aiya, no need lar, u understand der lar.. hehe...

Doiwl: Eh? when u do ur braces ar? hehe.. din ask u before.. so shock when i saw u do it last time~ um.. thanks lol for telling me the software thing last time~

ZhiXiong: lol.. u're also blur blur der.. Erm.. i got spell ur name wrong? hehe.. haiya.. i din really memorize correctly all the names~ But thanks for ur support. And next time dun pass anything to other ppl last minute lar, last time when u pass me the diamond and other ads i also pekcek aaa.. hehe.. thanks anyway~

AhYang: Hehe.. think last time u got join the cnye camp den i know u adi, but tat time not really know u der~ Thanks and sorrie if there's any misunderstanding.. And nice working thru this event~

SiewChien: Think u can really endure anything der wor... no wonder u selling is the topmost der.. next time if open any bussiness should call u become advisor adi.. haha...

And also other resigned committee as well like LeeHong, Elvin, SiowLi, ShiHua and CaiBin. Thanks for supporting~ lol

Do you all know something? At first u'all called me Yu Ge Ge... Den after that u'all changed to call me ah Yu. hehe.. Guess those who called me ah Yu knows me more. Though you all din realize... hehe... So next time call me ah Yu lar... haha... but quan wu end adi.

Thank you all~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

And now for some other matter liao~:

Later on we still got any event? And any suggestion?

Anime GACC, anyone wanna go? pls ym me lar den we go together~ I wan buy comic and anime~
venue: exam hall
time: 18 march 2006

Sushi king RM2 offer anyone? Hui Shin when is the time ar? Passed adi belum?

Sushi buffet anyone? Hui Shin still got available place?

Swimming anyone????? this time real adi lar.. no aeroplane liao~~

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Muackssss~ Ah Yu~
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现在更冷
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