I guess I've been wearing braces for almost 2 years. Thinking back, it was not really as suffering as people said, or I've get use to it already, just some scary part in the beginning like extracting the wisdom teeth and three other teeth. And I'm really proud to announce that I'm going to take it off after sem break. ^_^
There have been some difficulties in the beginning actually and I'm scared that I can't cope with them sometimes. Part of them is that my speech become more blur. Um.. I know that sometimes I was really don't know how to express myself and thus this makes me worse. But fortunately all my friends here don't really care about it. I learnt who're more truthful to be with and who're lying all the times.
And thanks to it, I've become stronger and stronger. Pros and cons, I guess there are more pros rather than cons. It's not wasting money, it's to build up confidence and one's identity.
The process of these are called orthodontics, there will have no signboard in the hospital saying braces install or anything like that. Funny though, at first I also don't really know what the term means and just go to see the doctor in the dentistry department for check up. I was really scared at that time whether how I'm going to cope with these all. Fortunately I was really brave to take this step, though it was hard.
There are several minor component of the braces. It's not just using wires and tied them around your teeth but there are several technique to 'glue' it to your teeth. Or some other places they use more technologically advanced blue laser to 'glue' it. The components consist of parts like brackets which is glued to your teeth, the 'memory' metal which is made of stainless steel, bands which are to places in the molars (innermost teeth) to fix the metal wires inside together with the brackets. There are some other 'equipment' which are use to correct the teeth's position like archwire, elastic, expander etc etc.
Before the installing of braces, I've ought to have something called spacers in between my last molar and the second to make a gap for the band to fit in. And the installing process is just very easy, the orthodontist (for me it was Mrs Kok, ^_^ nice woman..) will place something looked like cigaratte (which is not cigaratte, it's actually some sort like cotton with cigaratte shape) inside your mouth to prevent your saliva and skins from disturbing the process. Then the orthodontist will start to install the bands in the molars, followed by the brackets on the correct position on the teeth. They use the dental grade cement and light to fix the brackets until harden completely. The process was of course fast for a experienced orthodontist like Mrs Kok. And then she took the metal wires and affix it with elastics, brackets ligature, and bands. On the first day, the wires looked like zig zag, but after a few weeks, my teeth started to move around according to the wires original shape because the wires they used were 'memory' type, so it'll remember its original shape when it reach the human temperature.
And now, tada~, what I have now is more confidence, and more smile ^_^.
Just wanna to encourage (or push) more people to do orthodontics... wakaka~ (and yea, I saw people said from internet that almost all people from western country had done this before~)
^...^ <- smile like this is actually a little bit suffering
^><^ <- so I've to smile like this
^_^ <- after orthodontics, more confident ^_^ Banzai~ Braces~ ^_^ celebrating 2nd anniversary of my braces ^_^ and going to 'uninstall' soon ^_^ Yay ^_^
=.=|||
Monday, June 5, 2006
Boring Sem Break... ZZZ...
*sigh* *sigh* *sigh* o_o||| Semester break have already started and I'm very boring staying at hometown. Everyday are just the same: eat, read, sleep, or eat, sleep, eat, sleep. But fortunately I've planned something to do this few weeks, at least I'll not bored to death. Ahh.. actually it's a relief that exam has over, last few weeks I had the most suffering week ever.
Who to blame... of course that's me.. hehe.. and yea... long time no blogging already =p After joining cls, I feel that I'm growing more and more, I've learn more things and the art of life. Being one of this family is great though. I had a great time together with all the quan wu friends. Kinda miss them all... ^_^ (feel kinda girlish in this sentence...)
It had been a long time since I've read some novel that could touch my heart. That feeling is somewhat sad and that feeling remained in my brain for next few weeks. I almost cried because of that. Amazingly I found some similarity or situations between the story and me. If not I'll not be that crazy until reading every part and pieces of it from the net, while I'm still having exam next few days.. *.* Guess my exam's result will be affected by that I think. I knew that is fiction, but yet I'm fascinated by its perfection, its flawless plot and events. And I'm really really down after that...
Sad though, these few days there is another thing popped in my mind. (*guess being boring in home will bring some negative effect including thinking of something negatively... =.=) The thing I mention just now is that I'm denying my past. I don't even greet my old friend, although not really close, yet pretending not to see them. I even think that my past is a failure. And I'm a failure, a defective child. And no one will guide me in my road but there is only me.
And not only this, I'm getting more and more individualistic, because I always think that I can do things more faster if I'm alone, and things will be better. But I forgot something that's even more precious... Hehe.. I guess it's hard for me to understand myself, not to say other people... So basically, I'm really a weirdo, even I don't know what I wanted to do. But sometimes those uncertainties will suddenly dissappeared when I mix with some friends in Quan Wu, I knew I'm born to have fun and take care of everyone. That's ideally.. hehe.. in realistic, no ^_^|||.
But guess it's time for me to change! HooHei CHANGE! Wakakaka~~~
^_^ Basically I'm a ghost, or maybe someday, I'll dissappeared in this world, while having no one notice about my existance. I'll dissappear... someday...
zzz... I wanted to go to Taiwan~
zzz... I wanted to go to Hong Kong~ -O-
Anyone? =P
Who to blame... of course that's me.. hehe.. and yea... long time no blogging already =p After joining cls, I feel that I'm growing more and more, I've learn more things and the art of life. Being one of this family is great though. I had a great time together with all the quan wu friends. Kinda miss them all... ^_^ (feel kinda girlish in this sentence...)
It had been a long time since I've read some novel that could touch my heart. That feeling is somewhat sad and that feeling remained in my brain for next few weeks. I almost cried because of that. Amazingly I found some similarity or situations between the story and me. If not I'll not be that crazy until reading every part and pieces of it from the net, while I'm still having exam next few days.. *.* Guess my exam's result will be affected by that I think. I knew that is fiction, but yet I'm fascinated by its perfection, its flawless plot and events. And I'm really really down after that...
Sad though, these few days there is another thing popped in my mind. (*guess being boring in home will bring some negative effect including thinking of something negatively... =.=) The thing I mention just now is that I'm denying my past. I don't even greet my old friend, although not really close, yet pretending not to see them. I even think that my past is a failure. And I'm a failure, a defective child. And no one will guide me in my road but there is only me.
And not only this, I'm getting more and more individualistic, because I always think that I can do things more faster if I'm alone, and things will be better. But I forgot something that's even more precious... Hehe.. I guess it's hard for me to understand myself, not to say other people... So basically, I'm really a weirdo, even I don't know what I wanted to do. But sometimes those uncertainties will suddenly dissappeared when I mix with some friends in Quan Wu, I knew I'm born to have fun and take care of everyone. That's ideally.. hehe.. in realistic, no ^_^|||.
But guess it's time for me to change! HooHei CHANGE! Wakakaka~~~
^_^ Basically I'm a ghost, or maybe someday, I'll dissappeared in this world, while having no one notice about my existance. I'll dissappear... someday...
zzz... I wanted to go to Taiwan~
zzz... I wanted to go to Hong Kong~ -O-
Anyone? =P
Saturday, June 3, 2006
Good Charlotte: My Bloody Valentine
"My Bloody Valentine"
Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life
I ripped out
His throat
And called you on the telephone
To take off
My disguise
Just in time to hear you cry when you...
You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
The night he died
You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
One last time
Singin'...
Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life
I don't know much at all
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight
There was
Police and
Flashing lights
The rain came down so hard that night and the
Headlines read
A lover died
No tell-tale heart was left to find when you...
You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
The night he died
You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
One last time
Singin'...
Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life
I don't know much at all
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight
Tonight
He dropped you off, I followed him home
Then I, I stood outside his bedroom window
Standing over him, he begged me not to do
What I knew I had to do cause I'm so in love with you
Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life
I don't know much at all
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight
Tonight
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Soothing sound of the melancholy wind
I'm changing.
I tipped myself. I contradict myself. I am my shadow...
My world consists of dreamland. And part of it exists in reality.
The reality me is not me.
I'm nothing if there is no definition for me. Or anyone who gives definition to my existence.
Something you can't reach, you feel it, you draw near it, you became part of it.
The identity of which you gain when you know the right time to choose.
It's not replication. It's not disguise.
It's mere repetition of everyday life.
Something you've gained after these processes.
Something I should've know earlier.
Something inside me has grow darker and darker.
I'm complicated.
I can't comprehend.
I'm not manage to comprehend so many information.
Part of them are fake, harmful, and influencing.
Information change thus I change.
Everything is just formular.
Everything is just a field of influential element.
Everything is nothing if there is no definition for them.
Definition comes first? or Everything comes first?
Who gave definition for them?
Evil and kindness meant nothing now...
They have their complicated way of manipulating things.
We gave judgement to them because they are harmful or beneficial to us.
Human is just a selfish entity.
I am selfish.
I wanted to gain advantage from others.
Everyone is selfish.
Everyone wanted to gain advantage from others.
No one will realise how the process going on...
People just see outcome compare with the input.
All are just nothing, all are the same,
repetition...
iteration...
iteration...
and iteration...
I tipped myself. I contradict myself. I am my shadow...
My world consists of dreamland. And part of it exists in reality.
The reality me is not me.
I'm nothing if there is no definition for me. Or anyone who gives definition to my existence.
Something you can't reach, you feel it, you draw near it, you became part of it.
The identity of which you gain when you know the right time to choose.
It's not replication. It's not disguise.
It's mere repetition of everyday life.
Something you've gained after these processes.
Something I should've know earlier.
Something inside me has grow darker and darker.
I'm complicated.
I can't comprehend.
I'm not manage to comprehend so many information.
Part of them are fake, harmful, and influencing.
Information change thus I change.
Everything is just formular.
Everything is just a field of influential element.
Everything is nothing if there is no definition for them.
Definition comes first? or Everything comes first?
Who gave definition for them?
Evil and kindness meant nothing now...
They have their complicated way of manipulating things.
We gave judgement to them because they are harmful or beneficial to us.
Human is just a selfish entity.
I am selfish.
I wanted to gain advantage from others.
Everyone is selfish.
Everyone wanted to gain advantage from others.
No one will realise how the process going on...
People just see outcome compare with the input.
All are just nothing, all are the same,
repetition...
iteration...
iteration...
and iteration...
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Thank you~ Thank you all~ QUAN WU
Erm... what should I say... ~.~ I've slept almost 12 hours yesterday... After this event feels very very tired.
After more than one year spending in QuanWu2, I've learnt many things.
Thank you all for giving me chances
Thank you all for believing me
And thank you all for not complaining what I'm doing wrong.
If I've done something wrong, pls forgive me.. hehe...
We've passed all the happy, angry and sad time. This is my first time to become organising committee, so my group is a bit lousy laa... lol
From the starting of this event, truthfully I really dunno how to design. Really, I just like to draw circles circles sometimes or whenever I'm free. I've learnt many things including those technical technical problems and 'thanks' to stupid tissueworld >.<... And thanks everyone for appreciating my work. (but really lar, comparing to other ppl in the web my design is really laoya adi lar, if not believe can go to www.deviantart.com or forum.lowyat.com and see in design section there got many expert...)
Den we start out many activities, suddenly my time become more and more packed. I'm always thinking, this is my chance to learn things. But things are always not going smoothly and there are many obstacles around. However we manage to go thru all these.
Got something say to u all lar, as follow, coz I always keep thing in my heart so last time din speak out dee:
AhBee: Thank you laa~ if not our group will become boring like hell luu... And thanks for making everythings going smoothly. And forgive me if I didn't communicate with u frequently about the works and all the works are doing last minute.. hehe.. And thanks for not ignoring me or angry for my blur blur attitute. Last time I got call u to join my group and promise that this is just an easy task... hehe.. sorry ar... actually is very very busy one. But I was just thinking that if you joined my group our group will become more active and not boring. hehe.. tat's why. even though ur work is a bit laoya.. haha... JKJK
BoonPing: Thanks ya~ Everytime I need u to remind me anything, coz I'm really forgetful and everything are just last minute work. And really respect u tat u can endure all the problems going on. And also always consider everyone's situation including my group's problems. If not there will have more and more problems.. Thanks ya~ Hehe.. thanks ya when tat time when walking show din kill me wor coz i walk wit mp, haha.. or eyes fixed at me tat time liao.. lol... JKJK~
Simmy: Si babi simmy lar, everytime dun bully ppl lar.. ppl complaning lar =.=" hehe... Actually thanks ya, for giving me chance to join this family. But dun happy so fast, coz i'm not praising you.. lol. Clever lar, assign me to chang di, I'm ppl who are easy to bully laa? And also lar, I tot chang di is a very easy task... make me and liang hoe two ppl working non stop and stand there 15 hours non stop for three days =.=" and liang hoe almost skip all dinner and lunch and din go back puteri all the time and me also lar, skip some of the dinner and lunch. Wanna kill ppl meh... should have one wc for pao tui mar~ First day almost wanna die adi lor~ den continue 2 day and 3rd day also de same but ok a bit dy coz got limit 20 minutes. First day I blank you know! I completely dunno what should I do leh... But then overall thanks lar, and pls forgive for any or other problems caused to you. And wanna ask u ar.. y last part no singing like last time der? I like last time tat part leei...
Lulu: Sorry larrrrr.. everytime forget about you.. hehe... from the start of this event always forget about the agenda, forget tell u about the meeting time, everytime tell u the meeting time last minute, and forget to take photo wit u in CADD. hahaa... maybe sometimes can't see u or can't find u. lol. forgive me laa... hehe.. omg... wanna go Sushi^_^?
KahWoh: Aiya... dun always talk nonsense wit me laaa... but still ok lar. haha... I dun have any airport or other port lar. not like you have big small eye lol... And always jiou u out dun wan go out =.= Den after tat say i din jiou u... >.< Good heng dai lar... Stil remember the quote ar: Pang You Yu Sao Zhuk, Lui Yan Yu Yi Fuk~... ur head lar.. always teach me bad bad things...
YongLerk: Lerk Lerk~ hehe... think u're a happy person. And thanks also for reminding me the things i need to do der~ Thanks for supporting me and always giving me advices~ And dun always say: ah Yu can I kau u.. hehe. I paiseh leeei...
HuiShin: Aiya, u and simmy yat dam dam der lar.. haha.. But u ok a bit lar.. lol~ Respect u can do many big big work at same time. Thanks for giving me chances at start and give support during all the event going on. Forgive me if i've done things wrong wor~ And also lar, last time when u wear the red contact lens my fren say u're like vampire lol...
LiangHoe: Deng, last day tension lar, u making me more and more tension laaaa... Not see me last day just silent all the time meh... Wah, respect u can become steel man lar, really 100% steel wor~ Respect 100%~ tat time not eat become tension den i more and more tension laa... when i tension, i'll become silent mode adi~ But thanks wor, coz sometimes my work is late a bit come out den u din complain very much~ coz sometime i busy laa, and then lazy laa... but tat time i try to change laa, hehe.. but still cannot.. Jiang San Yu Gai, Ben Xing Nan Yu marr...
KaiSiang: Everytime jiou u den u say got class, den after tat I say cannot when u ask me den u say i put aeroplane.. *haihzzz... *swtttttt... I really wanna go der mar but time cannot lehhhh.. And then lar, I'm not gurl lar, pls dun always treat me like gurl laaa... Next time dun say i put aeroplane again laa.. I'm not aeroplane king leehh... lol, if u keep say so i'll become famous aeroplane king liao laaa... >.<|||
Enson: Lol... think u're cool ppl, I mean appearance. Really lar when first u join QuanWu, u're just silent and cool all the time. hehe.. but then everytime pls think first when talking der.. hehe.. sometimes I dunno how to respond u. Coz sometimes I cannot catch what u mean. And sometimes i feel that u like to talk something without purpose laa... hehe, so I dunno what to say. But overall thank you~ and thanks ler for jiou me out sometimes~ ^_^
ShiMing: Tat time when i din pass up some file u're like very angry lar, so I din dare to talk to u very much leeii so sometimes i'm scared of u. Coz tat time I not familiar with u mar~ And also lar, dun call me yu ge ge again lar, call me ah Yu lar~ Thanks for all ur support wor. So if there is any problems caused to u really paiseh laaa...
MongPing: Nice luu, thanks for always tolerate wit me and the works. And dun imitate my mouth laa... i know i got braces very ugly mar.. so i do tat so tat it seem like no braces loo... hehe.. haiya, you know ler, braces very suffering laa...
HuiXuan: Respect u 100% also lar, u're like liang hoe also der, steel man.. eh.. no... steel gurl.. u always din angry one wor, din see u angry before~ And u always working hard for quanwu makes me paiseh laa... coz my work is messy mar~
MeiRong: Think u're a bit blur like me laa.. And when the starting I'm really scared of you der, coz i'm not really familiar wit u. But then we start to work for the banner thing in the exhibition. But to be honest lar, I'm just simply doing the banner very simple der, I din put 100% effort on it der, hehe.. So the output is bad lar, so I din say anything and let it be lar, hehe. paiseh lol... The banner is nice?~.. hehe.. no~.. But overall thanks lar for ur support~
QingYuan: Haiyaa... last part the award part i got all the laoya music lar.. if u tell me earlier one week den i can help u find more better music marr.. aiya.. all i heard is old fashion music like olympic music and so on.. tat time i really *swtttttt laaaaa... Haiyooo... den i use some of my mp3 song adi.. u all din realize meh? the award part music is a bit weird der... hehe.. nice working wit u all..
CJ: Think u're nice ppl, but sometimes I feel that u're like always din speak out any problems or things and keep in heart der. and sometimes I'm scared of you der~ But overall thanks for ur support lar~
YuYuan: lol.. think u're the same anime maniac with me... no wonder u join anime club lol.. but i din join der. hehe... next time if got any new anime series coming out pls call me ar.. i also wanna watch~ Thanks for ur support during these days~
JinnYin: Aiya, no need lar, u understand der lar.. hehe...
Doiwl: Eh? when u do ur braces ar? hehe.. din ask u before.. so shock when i saw u do it last time~ um.. thanks lol for telling me the software thing last time~
ZhiXiong: lol.. u're also blur blur der.. Erm.. i got spell ur name wrong? hehe.. haiya.. i din really memorize correctly all the names~ But thanks for ur support. And next time dun pass anything to other ppl last minute lar, last time when u pass me the diamond and other ads i also pekcek aaa.. hehe.. thanks anyway~
AhYang: Hehe.. think last time u got join the cnye camp den i know u adi, but tat time not really know u der~ Thanks and sorrie if there's any misunderstanding.. And nice working thru this event~
SiewChien: Think u can really endure anything der wor... no wonder u selling is the topmost der.. next time if open any bussiness should call u become advisor adi.. haha...
And also other resigned committee as well like LeeHong, Elvin, SiowLi, ShiHua and CaiBin. Thanks for supporting~ lol
Do you all know something? At first u'all called me Yu Ge Ge... Den after that u'all changed to call me ah Yu. hehe.. Guess those who called me ah Yu knows me more. Though you all din realize... hehe... So next time call me ah Yu lar... haha... but quan wu end adi.
Thank you all~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
And now for some other matter liao~:
Later on we still got any event? And any suggestion?
Anime GACC, anyone wanna go? pls ym me lar den we go together~ I wan buy comic and anime~
venue: exam hall
time: 18 march 2006
Sushi king RM2 offer anyone? Hui Shin when is the time ar? Passed adi belum?
Sushi buffet anyone? Hui Shin still got available place?
Swimming anyone????? this time real adi lar.. no aeroplane liao~~
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Muackssss~ Ah Yu~
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After more than one year spending in QuanWu2, I've learnt many things.
Thank you all for giving me chances
Thank you all for believing me
And thank you all for not complaining what I'm doing wrong.
If I've done something wrong, pls forgive me.. hehe...
We've passed all the happy, angry and sad time. This is my first time to become organising committee, so my group is a bit lousy laa... lol
From the starting of this event, truthfully I really dunno how to design. Really, I just like to draw circles circles sometimes or whenever I'm free. I've learnt many things including those technical technical problems and 'thanks' to stupid tissueworld >.<... And thanks everyone for appreciating my work. (but really lar, comparing to other ppl in the web my design is really laoya adi lar, if not believe can go to www.deviantart.com or forum.lowyat.com and see in design section there got many expert...)
Den we start out many activities, suddenly my time become more and more packed. I'm always thinking, this is my chance to learn things. But things are always not going smoothly and there are many obstacles around. However we manage to go thru all these.
Got something say to u all lar, as follow, coz I always keep thing in my heart so last time din speak out dee:
AhBee: Thank you laa~ if not our group will become boring like hell luu... And thanks for making everythings going smoothly. And forgive me if I didn't communicate with u frequently about the works and all the works are doing last minute.. hehe.. And thanks for not ignoring me or angry for my blur blur attitute. Last time I got call u to join my group and promise that this is just an easy task... hehe.. sorry ar... actually is very very busy one. But I was just thinking that if you joined my group our group will become more active and not boring. hehe.. tat's why. even though ur work is a bit laoya.. haha... JKJK
BoonPing: Thanks ya~ Everytime I need u to remind me anything, coz I'm really forgetful and everything are just last minute work. And really respect u tat u can endure all the problems going on. And also always consider everyone's situation including my group's problems. If not there will have more and more problems.. Thanks ya~ Hehe.. thanks ya when tat time when walking show din kill me wor coz i walk wit mp, haha.. or eyes fixed at me tat time liao.. lol... JKJK~
Simmy: Si babi simmy lar, everytime dun bully ppl lar.. ppl complaning lar =.=" hehe... Actually thanks ya, for giving me chance to join this family. But dun happy so fast, coz i'm not praising you.. lol. Clever lar, assign me to chang di, I'm ppl who are easy to bully laa? And also lar, I tot chang di is a very easy task... make me and liang hoe two ppl working non stop and stand there 15 hours non stop for three days =.=" and liang hoe almost skip all dinner and lunch and din go back puteri all the time and me also lar, skip some of the dinner and lunch. Wanna kill ppl meh... should have one wc for pao tui mar~ First day almost wanna die adi lor~ den continue 2 day and 3rd day also de same but ok a bit dy coz got limit 20 minutes. First day I blank you know! I completely dunno what should I do leh... But then overall thanks lar, and pls forgive for any or other problems caused to you. And wanna ask u ar.. y last part no singing like last time der? I like last time tat part leei...
Lulu: Sorry larrrrr.. everytime forget about you.. hehe... from the start of this event always forget about the agenda, forget tell u about the meeting time, everytime tell u the meeting time last minute, and forget to take photo wit u in CADD. hahaa... maybe sometimes can't see u or can't find u. lol. forgive me laa... hehe.. omg... wanna go Sushi^_^?
KahWoh: Aiya... dun always talk nonsense wit me laaa... but still ok lar. haha... I dun have any airport or other port lar. not like you have big small eye lol... And always jiou u out dun wan go out =.= Den after tat say i din jiou u... >.< Good heng dai lar... Stil remember the quote ar: Pang You Yu Sao Zhuk, Lui Yan Yu Yi Fuk~... ur head lar.. always teach me bad bad things...
YongLerk: Lerk Lerk~ hehe... think u're a happy person. And thanks also for reminding me the things i need to do der~ Thanks for supporting me and always giving me advices~ And dun always say: ah Yu can I kau u.. hehe. I paiseh leeei...
HuiShin: Aiya, u and simmy yat dam dam der lar.. haha.. But u ok a bit lar.. lol~ Respect u can do many big big work at same time. Thanks for giving me chances at start and give support during all the event going on. Forgive me if i've done things wrong wor~ And also lar, last time when u wear the red contact lens my fren say u're like vampire lol...
LiangHoe: Deng, last day tension lar, u making me more and more tension laaaa... Not see me last day just silent all the time meh... Wah, respect u can become steel man lar, really 100% steel wor~ Respect 100%~ tat time not eat become tension den i more and more tension laa... when i tension, i'll become silent mode adi~ But thanks wor, coz sometimes my work is late a bit come out den u din complain very much~ coz sometime i busy laa, and then lazy laa... but tat time i try to change laa, hehe.. but still cannot.. Jiang San Yu Gai, Ben Xing Nan Yu marr...
KaiSiang: Everytime jiou u den u say got class, den after tat I say cannot when u ask me den u say i put aeroplane.. *haihzzz... *swtttttt... I really wanna go der mar but time cannot lehhhh.. And then lar, I'm not gurl lar, pls dun always treat me like gurl laaa... Next time dun say i put aeroplane again laa.. I'm not aeroplane king leehh... lol, if u keep say so i'll become famous aeroplane king liao laaa... >.<|||
Enson: Lol... think u're cool ppl, I mean appearance. Really lar when first u join QuanWu, u're just silent and cool all the time. hehe.. but then everytime pls think first when talking der.. hehe.. sometimes I dunno how to respond u. Coz sometimes I cannot catch what u mean. And sometimes i feel that u like to talk something without purpose laa... hehe, so I dunno what to say. But overall thank you~ and thanks ler for jiou me out sometimes~ ^_^
ShiMing: Tat time when i din pass up some file u're like very angry lar, so I din dare to talk to u very much leeii so sometimes i'm scared of u. Coz tat time I not familiar with u mar~ And also lar, dun call me yu ge ge again lar, call me ah Yu lar~ Thanks for all ur support wor. So if there is any problems caused to u really paiseh laaa...
MongPing: Nice luu, thanks for always tolerate wit me and the works. And dun imitate my mouth laa... i know i got braces very ugly mar.. so i do tat so tat it seem like no braces loo... hehe.. haiya, you know ler, braces very suffering laa...
HuiXuan: Respect u 100% also lar, u're like liang hoe also der, steel man.. eh.. no... steel gurl.. u always din angry one wor, din see u angry before~ And u always working hard for quanwu makes me paiseh laa... coz my work is messy mar~
MeiRong: Think u're a bit blur like me laa.. And when the starting I'm really scared of you der, coz i'm not really familiar wit u. But then we start to work for the banner thing in the exhibition. But to be honest lar, I'm just simply doing the banner very simple der, I din put 100% effort on it der, hehe.. So the output is bad lar, so I din say anything and let it be lar, hehe. paiseh lol... The banner is nice?~.. hehe.. no~.. But overall thanks lar for ur support~
QingYuan: Haiyaa... last part the award part i got all the laoya music lar.. if u tell me earlier one week den i can help u find more better music marr.. aiya.. all i heard is old fashion music like olympic music and so on.. tat time i really *swtttttt laaaaa... Haiyooo... den i use some of my mp3 song adi.. u all din realize meh? the award part music is a bit weird der... hehe.. nice working wit u all..
CJ: Think u're nice ppl, but sometimes I feel that u're like always din speak out any problems or things and keep in heart der. and sometimes I'm scared of you der~ But overall thanks for ur support lar~
YuYuan: lol.. think u're the same anime maniac with me... no wonder u join anime club lol.. but i din join der. hehe... next time if got any new anime series coming out pls call me ar.. i also wanna watch~ Thanks for ur support during these days~
JinnYin: Aiya, no need lar, u understand der lar.. hehe...
Doiwl: Eh? when u do ur braces ar? hehe.. din ask u before.. so shock when i saw u do it last time~ um.. thanks lol for telling me the software thing last time~
ZhiXiong: lol.. u're also blur blur der.. Erm.. i got spell ur name wrong? hehe.. haiya.. i din really memorize correctly all the names~ But thanks for ur support. And next time dun pass anything to other ppl last minute lar, last time when u pass me the diamond and other ads i also pekcek aaa.. hehe.. thanks anyway~
AhYang: Hehe.. think last time u got join the cnye camp den i know u adi, but tat time not really know u der~ Thanks and sorrie if there's any misunderstanding.. And nice working thru this event~
SiewChien: Think u can really endure anything der wor... no wonder u selling is the topmost der.. next time if open any bussiness should call u become advisor adi.. haha...
And also other resigned committee as well like LeeHong, Elvin, SiowLi, ShiHua and CaiBin. Thanks for supporting~ lol
Do you all know something? At first u'all called me Yu Ge Ge... Den after that u'all changed to call me ah Yu. hehe.. Guess those who called me ah Yu knows me more. Though you all din realize... hehe... So next time call me ah Yu lar... haha... but quan wu end adi.
Thank you all~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
And now for some other matter liao~:
Later on we still got any event? And any suggestion?
Anime GACC, anyone wanna go? pls ym me lar den we go together~ I wan buy comic and anime~
venue: exam hall
time: 18 march 2006
Sushi king RM2 offer anyone? Hui Shin when is the time ar? Passed adi belum?
Sushi buffet anyone? Hui Shin still got available place?
Swimming anyone????? this time real adi lar.. no aeroplane liao~~
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Muackssss~ Ah Yu~
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Tuesday, March 7, 2006
别人都说我们会分开
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你不作声
空气中只剩下沉默在伤人
本来旧已经夜深
现在更冷
那白天外头听回来的传闻还存疑问
朋友爱人两心脆弱时最难分
关上房门才知道心不忍
一个转身脚步挣扎万分
你用眼神送我一程
送不回往事前尘
我不求证我相信你一生
是假是真只要你亲口一声
我一定信任
比任何人更甚
别人都说
我们迟早会分开
我还一心一意的找你回来
别人都说
你的心早已不在
原来原来
你已经有了安排
我想最近
他已经向你表白
别人都说
他一定充满了期待
准备着爱
像我们初恋的关怀
我想最近
你考虑了他的爱
别人都说
你害怕对我坦白
只是现在我受更多伤害
犹豫着应该重来
还是让你离开
你不作声
空气中只剩下沉默在伤人
本来旧已经夜深
现在更冷
那白天外头听回来的传闻还存疑问
朋友爱人两心脆弱时最难分
关上房门才知道心不忍
一个转身脚步挣扎万分
你用眼神送我一程
送不回往事前尘
我不求证我相信你一生
是假是真只要你亲口一声
我一定信任
比任何人更甚
别人都说
我们迟早会分开
我还一心一意的找你回来
别人都说
你的心早已不在
原来原来
你已经有了安排
我想最近
他已经向你表白
别人都说
他一定充满了期待
准备着爱
像我们初恋的关怀
我想最近
你考虑了他的爱
别人都说
你害怕对我坦白
只是现在我受更多伤害
犹豫着应该重来
还是让你离开
Thursday, March 2, 2006
Friday, February 24, 2006
男友一百戒條 =.=|||
1. 唔准同任何15歲以上 35歲以下無血緣關係既女性單獨外出或者傾超過5分鐘電話。
2. 我'meet'你既時候你唔准縮。
3. 我唔會check你既來電顯示，但係你最好唔好俾我聽到你同不明來歷既女人講電話。
4. 你個電話裡面只可以有兩個女人既相，你媽媽同我。
5. 唔好俾我見到你著白襪，除左打波既時候。
6. 我明白每個人都有過去，你會有舊情人既相呀信呀禮物呀，但係唔o係我面前飄揚，有咩爛左唔好怪我。
7. 我鍾意收情信，但係好憎見到錯別字。
8. 每日起碼要打一次電話俾我，因為我會掛心你。
9. 你要俾我知你去左邊，我唔係要check你行蹤，只係如果新聞話有三名行山人士失蹤，我要知道係唔係你。
10. 我地未必可以一生一世，但希望你同我一齊既時候，每一刻都對我認真。
11. 我鍾意既手袋牌子係Lu Lu Guinness、Kate Spade、AnyaHindmarch、cheche、agnes b 同 Tod's你千祈唔好買Patrick Cox同Westwood俾我。
12. 你心裡面諗d咩，一定要同我講，因為我好蠢，你唔同我直接講我唔會知道。
13. 我去dating你叫我玩得開心d既話，我會以為你唔愛我唔緊張我唔想要我。
14. 我鍾意男朋友買香水俾我。
15. 我希望你會記得一切既大時大節生日同紀念日，我唔會提，亦會扮大方，但唔代表我想你失憶。
16. 男子以才為貌，但係都要乾乾淨淨。
17. 唔好企圖或意圖用「中五妹妹仔o者……」黎做藉口安慰我，我唔會睇小妹妹仔既威力，因為我都曾經年青過。
18. 我慣性去i.t、Marie同Lane Crawford買鞋，鞋碼係Italy 36.5。如果你打算買鞋俾我，記得唔好買錯 size 。
19. 唔准對我講大話。
20. 唔准一腳踏兩船 (或以上 )。
21. 除非d食物好美味，否則我唔想去任何張椅冇椅背既餐廳。
22. 出街一定要拖實我，因為我會蕩失路。
23. 我唔揀飲擇食，所以食咩你話事(法國菜除外)，不過，揀甜品既主導權歸我。
24. 如果我遲到，都只係因為我想著靚 d見你，所以你唔好鬧我。
25. 你最好唔好有一堆女性朋友同契妹之類既不明物體o係身邊，否則我會大你三十萬用行動證明俾你睇我都有一籮男性朋友同契哥加uncle。
26. 我係一個會講粗口既淑女，你最好忍耐一下。
27. 食飯時第一箸夾既食物記得要係俾我既。
28. 我唔會要你幫我去麥當勞換公仔，但係會叫你幫我去Sogo 、Joyce同Lane Crawford 買化妝品。
29. 你唔好走去旺中買o個d所謂既純銀俾我，我會皮膚敏感。你有3個選擇： 1.Tiffany 2. Georg Jensen 3. A Different Corner
30. 鑽石同珍珠，我永遠都唔會嫌多。
31. 我會想你同我一齊揀Lingerie，你唔需要面紅。
32. 我唔會問你我靚唔靚 (因為我知道我唔靚)，你最好諗定第二樣o黎讚我。
33. 我鍾意食Cova 既tiramisu、Zoe既 zoe同1459 ，仲有 Glace既Rose。
34. 我知道你冇可能每秒鐘都掛住我，但係如果你全日都冇諗起我，我會好驚。
35. 如果你著到成個板仔或者 MK Guy咁樣同我出街，我會面青。
36. 如果你郁手打我，我一定會走。
37. 你要留意亦舒既新書幾時出，儘快買俾我。
38. 記得要多d同我既父母social，因為我同佢地關係唔好，靠你去修補。
39. Shopping 時可以分道揚鑣，但係你唔好又要企我隔離又要黑面。
40. 我好樂意同你行你鍾意既舖頭，你唔需要怕我悶，我會自得其樂。
41. 行入7仔我只會買 3 種飲品：柑桔檸檬、參蜜同 Perrier。
42. 唔好批評我既 好 朋友，因為我同佢地共過患難，唔係酒肉朋友。
43. 我承認我係一個膚淺既人，我既日常讀物係《忽然一周》，你唔高興既我會隊本《紅樓夢》俾你睇。
44. 我唔介意你望靚女，介意既係有筍野睇你都唔同我講。
45. 如果你見到我望住本《飲食男女》兩眼發光，你可以留意下係邊間餐廳，唔太貴既就帶我去試下。
46. 我鍾意食魚蛋河，但係如果大時大節紀念日生日時都係食魚蛋河，我會發火。
47. 我喊既時候，你一定要tum我，因為我只會o係好傷心好傷心既時候先喊。
48. 你打機既時候，我會自己搵野做，你唔需要擔心，最好你教我打埋一份。
49. 你最好有一首只係屬於我既電話鈴聲。
50. 如果你冇開口講，我都為你去改變，代表我真心鍾意你，請你珍惜我。
51. 我好樂意幫你煮飯洗衫執屋做massage，但係請你唔好當「奉旨」。
52. 買野俾錢既時候，你記得要快我一步拎張credit card出黎，因為每個月俾完家用同找完經常性咭數之後，我既 account只會得番$2000cash。
53. 我會間唔時嗌「我好想嫁我好想嫁 ……」呢句係我既口頭禪，你唔需要太恐慌。
54. 你需要比我更清楚我既電話、 DC同電腦既操作。
55. 當你睇波既時候，我會問你「咩係12碼」等低B問題，你唔好嫌我煩，因為我真係有興趣，但從來冇人教過我。
56. 我會希望你將我介紹俾你既朋友識。
57. 放假時我會間唔中留o係屋企休息，你即管出去玩，唔好以為我係貼身膏藥你唔同我出街我就唔出。
58. 因為我有一d唔係太開心既過去，對人好冇安全感。所以請你用用行動話俾我知你對我係認真既，你唔係玩玩下。
59. 你先要努力工作，然後盡量抽時間陪我。
60. 你唔需要係有錢仔，但係要有上進心，想出人頭地。
61. 你一定要有自己既理想。
62. 我唔會問你「我今日有咩唔同」，你唔需要每次見我都恐慌性將我由頭到腳scan一次。
63. 我想睇日出。
64. 我有寫 blog既習慣，如果你發現o個篇係講你既，你最好俾d反應我。
65. 我好刁蠻任性。
66. 你要做我既人肉地圖。
67. 我M之前一個星期會情緒暴躁，你要小心d 。
68. 我發脾氣cut你線，你唔好即時又打電話俾我， send SMS得架啦。
69. 絕對唔可以check我既 ICQ 、MSN同 SMS。
70. 如果你發我脾氣仲逼我上床，我會覺得好hurt。
71. 你煮飯俾我食，就算只係一碗餐蛋麵，我都會開心過食 Rougie鵝肝。
72. 我同你講野既時候自不然會嗲聲嗲氣，我都冇辦法架。
73. 我好有興趣知你既戀愛史，最好由頭到尾同我講一次。
74. 因為愛你，我會珍惜自己，要自己身體健康，叫自己開開心心，你都係。
75. 如果有一日，我地分左手，我都希望可以繼續做朋友。
76. 我唔係唔想陪你著牛仔褲，而係未買到o岩我著既牛仔褲。
77. 我最憎人唔信我。
78. 如果你愛我，你唔會捨得要我傷心。
79. 我都鍾意行山，不過你可唔可以搵 d易行d既路線俾我。
80. 一個男人對女人最大既尊重係向佢求婚，其次係帶佢返去同父母食飯。
81. 男朋友既功用係對女朋友好，女朋友既功用係對男朋友好。
82. 我用慣 LUSH既 soap，麻煩你每個月去買一塊俾我。
83. 好多事唔係我懶底扮唔識搵你做，而係我真係唔識。
84. 我希望你間唔中都會俾比d小驚喜我，係「小驚喜」，唔係「大驚喜」。
85. 你講過，而我又應承過既，我一定會做。例如：你唔o係我身邊我就要凌晨1點前返到屋企。
86. 唔好熄電話，萬一半夜我要去急症室我會想你陪我。
87. 我最鍾意既花係 peony，最鍾意既顏色係紅色。
88. 我唔多鍾意收花，你送盆栽俾我好過。
89. 每次出街請你俾 10分鐘我去行書店。
90. 如果你見我個樣冇乜表情，唔係我唔緊張你，而係愛一個人就會變得笨拙，我唔知用咩表情面對你好。
91. 如果有人追你，記得同我講，我會用掃把掃佢。
92. 好遺憾我冇機會細細個就識得你，所以宜家請你俾多d時間我，俾機會我去了解你。
93. 我既工作或者比唔上你既重要，但我都希望你會尊重我既工作。
94. 你唔開心既時候我會靜靜行開俾時間空間你冷靜，但過後我會想你打返個電話俾我，因為我關心你。
95. 著得sexy 係有兩個原因：1. 我覺得靚 2. 等你緊張我。
96. 我知你對我用咩化妝品護膚品冇興趣，不過問下咩顏色好都得掛。
97. 你要記得間中同我講「 I love you」，否則我會以為你唔再愛我。
98. 我地要開一次會，睇下你對呢d 戒條有冇異議。
99. 條文內如果有唔清楚既地方，以我既說話為依歸。
100. 其實，我明白這些戒條有點吹毛求疪有點不設實際有點妙想天開。我只想你知道，在寫這些戒條的時間內，每一秒鐘，也在牽掛你。
2. 我'meet'你既時候你唔准縮。
3. 我唔會check你既來電顯示，但係你最好唔好俾我聽到你同不明來歷既女人講電話。
4. 你個電話裡面只可以有兩個女人既相，你媽媽同我。
5. 唔好俾我見到你著白襪，除左打波既時候。
6. 我明白每個人都有過去，你會有舊情人既相呀信呀禮物呀，但係唔o係我面前飄揚，有咩爛左唔好怪我。
7. 我鍾意收情信，但係好憎見到錯別字。
8. 每日起碼要打一次電話俾我，因為我會掛心你。
9. 你要俾我知你去左邊，我唔係要check你行蹤，只係如果新聞話有三名行山人士失蹤，我要知道係唔係你。
10. 我地未必可以一生一世，但希望你同我一齊既時候，每一刻都對我認真。
11. 我鍾意既手袋牌子係Lu Lu Guinness、Kate Spade、AnyaHindmarch、cheche、agnes b 同 Tod's你千祈唔好買Patrick Cox同Westwood俾我。
12. 你心裡面諗d咩，一定要同我講，因為我好蠢，你唔同我直接講我唔會知道。
13. 我去dating你叫我玩得開心d既話，我會以為你唔愛我唔緊張我唔想要我。
14. 我鍾意男朋友買香水俾我。
15. 我希望你會記得一切既大時大節生日同紀念日，我唔會提，亦會扮大方，但唔代表我想你失憶。
16. 男子以才為貌，但係都要乾乾淨淨。
17. 唔好企圖或意圖用「中五妹妹仔o者……」黎做藉口安慰我，我唔會睇小妹妹仔既威力，因為我都曾經年青過。
18. 我慣性去i.t、Marie同Lane Crawford買鞋，鞋碼係Italy 36.5。如果你打算買鞋俾我，記得唔好買錯 size 。
19. 唔准對我講大話。
20. 唔准一腳踏兩船 (或以上 )。
21. 除非d食物好美味，否則我唔想去任何張椅冇椅背既餐廳。
22. 出街一定要拖實我，因為我會蕩失路。
23. 我唔揀飲擇食，所以食咩你話事(法國菜除外)，不過，揀甜品既主導權歸我。
24. 如果我遲到，都只係因為我想著靚 d見你，所以你唔好鬧我。
25. 你最好唔好有一堆女性朋友同契妹之類既不明物體o係身邊，否則我會大你三十萬用行動證明俾你睇我都有一籮男性朋友同契哥加uncle。
26. 我係一個會講粗口既淑女，你最好忍耐一下。
27. 食飯時第一箸夾既食物記得要係俾我既。
28. 我唔會要你幫我去麥當勞換公仔，但係會叫你幫我去Sogo 、Joyce同Lane Crawford 買化妝品。
29. 你唔好走去旺中買o個d所謂既純銀俾我，我會皮膚敏感。你有3個選擇： 1.Tiffany 2. Georg Jensen 3. A Different Corner
30. 鑽石同珍珠，我永遠都唔會嫌多。
31. 我會想你同我一齊揀Lingerie，你唔需要面紅。
32. 我唔會問你我靚唔靚 (因為我知道我唔靚)，你最好諗定第二樣o黎讚我。
33. 我鍾意食Cova 既tiramisu、Zoe既 zoe同1459 ，仲有 Glace既Rose。
34. 我知道你冇可能每秒鐘都掛住我，但係如果你全日都冇諗起我，我會好驚。
35. 如果你著到成個板仔或者 MK Guy咁樣同我出街，我會面青。
36. 如果你郁手打我，我一定會走。
37. 你要留意亦舒既新書幾時出，儘快買俾我。
38. 記得要多d同我既父母social，因為我同佢地關係唔好，靠你去修補。
39. Shopping 時可以分道揚鑣，但係你唔好又要企我隔離又要黑面。
40. 我好樂意同你行你鍾意既舖頭，你唔需要怕我悶，我會自得其樂。
41. 行入7仔我只會買 3 種飲品：柑桔檸檬、參蜜同 Perrier。
42. 唔好批評我既 好 朋友，因為我同佢地共過患難，唔係酒肉朋友。
43. 我承認我係一個膚淺既人，我既日常讀物係《忽然一周》，你唔高興既我會隊本《紅樓夢》俾你睇。
44. 我唔介意你望靚女，介意既係有筍野睇你都唔同我講。
45. 如果你見到我望住本《飲食男女》兩眼發光，你可以留意下係邊間餐廳，唔太貴既就帶我去試下。
46. 我鍾意食魚蛋河，但係如果大時大節紀念日生日時都係食魚蛋河，我會發火。
47. 我喊既時候，你一定要tum我，因為我只會o係好傷心好傷心既時候先喊。
48. 你打機既時候，我會自己搵野做，你唔需要擔心，最好你教我打埋一份。
49. 你最好有一首只係屬於我既電話鈴聲。
50. 如果你冇開口講，我都為你去改變，代表我真心鍾意你，請你珍惜我。
51. 我好樂意幫你煮飯洗衫執屋做massage，但係請你唔好當「奉旨」。
52. 買野俾錢既時候，你記得要快我一步拎張credit card出黎，因為每個月俾完家用同找完經常性咭數之後，我既 account只會得番$2000cash。
53. 我會間唔時嗌「我好想嫁我好想嫁 ……」呢句係我既口頭禪，你唔需要太恐慌。
54. 你需要比我更清楚我既電話、 DC同電腦既操作。
55. 當你睇波既時候，我會問你「咩係12碼」等低B問題，你唔好嫌我煩，因為我真係有興趣，但從來冇人教過我。
56. 我會希望你將我介紹俾你既朋友識。
57. 放假時我會間唔中留o係屋企休息，你即管出去玩，唔好以為我係貼身膏藥你唔同我出街我就唔出。
58. 因為我有一d唔係太開心既過去，對人好冇安全感。所以請你用用行動話俾我知你對我係認真既，你唔係玩玩下。
59. 你先要努力工作，然後盡量抽時間陪我。
60. 你唔需要係有錢仔，但係要有上進心，想出人頭地。
61. 你一定要有自己既理想。
62. 我唔會問你「我今日有咩唔同」，你唔需要每次見我都恐慌性將我由頭到腳scan一次。
63. 我想睇日出。
64. 我有寫 blog既習慣，如果你發現o個篇係講你既，你最好俾d反應我。
65. 我好刁蠻任性。
66. 你要做我既人肉地圖。
67. 我M之前一個星期會情緒暴躁，你要小心d 。
68. 我發脾氣cut你線，你唔好即時又打電話俾我， send SMS得架啦。
69. 絕對唔可以check我既 ICQ 、MSN同 SMS。
70. 如果你發我脾氣仲逼我上床，我會覺得好hurt。
71. 你煮飯俾我食，就算只係一碗餐蛋麵，我都會開心過食 Rougie鵝肝。
72. 我同你講野既時候自不然會嗲聲嗲氣，我都冇辦法架。
73. 我好有興趣知你既戀愛史，最好由頭到尾同我講一次。
74. 因為愛你，我會珍惜自己，要自己身體健康，叫自己開開心心，你都係。
75. 如果有一日，我地分左手，我都希望可以繼續做朋友。
76. 我唔係唔想陪你著牛仔褲，而係未買到o岩我著既牛仔褲。
77. 我最憎人唔信我。
78. 如果你愛我，你唔會捨得要我傷心。
79. 我都鍾意行山，不過你可唔可以搵 d易行d既路線俾我。
80. 一個男人對女人最大既尊重係向佢求婚，其次係帶佢返去同父母食飯。
81. 男朋友既功用係對女朋友好，女朋友既功用係對男朋友好。
82. 我用慣 LUSH既 soap，麻煩你每個月去買一塊俾我。
83. 好多事唔係我懶底扮唔識搵你做，而係我真係唔識。
84. 我希望你間唔中都會俾比d小驚喜我，係「小驚喜」，唔係「大驚喜」。
85. 你講過，而我又應承過既，我一定會做。例如：你唔o係我身邊我就要凌晨1點前返到屋企。
86. 唔好熄電話，萬一半夜我要去急症室我會想你陪我。
87. 我最鍾意既花係 peony，最鍾意既顏色係紅色。
88. 我唔多鍾意收花，你送盆栽俾我好過。
89. 每次出街請你俾 10分鐘我去行書店。
90. 如果你見我個樣冇乜表情，唔係我唔緊張你，而係愛一個人就會變得笨拙，我唔知用咩表情面對你好。
91. 如果有人追你，記得同我講，我會用掃把掃佢。
92. 好遺憾我冇機會細細個就識得你，所以宜家請你俾多d時間我，俾機會我去了解你。
93. 我既工作或者比唔上你既重要，但我都希望你會尊重我既工作。
94. 你唔開心既時候我會靜靜行開俾時間空間你冷靜，但過後我會想你打返個電話俾我，因為我關心你。
95. 著得sexy 係有兩個原因：1. 我覺得靚 2. 等你緊張我。
96. 我知你對我用咩化妝品護膚品冇興趣，不過問下咩顏色好都得掛。
97. 你要記得間中同我講「 I love you」，否則我會以為你唔再愛我。
98. 我地要開一次會，睇下你對呢d 戒條有冇異議。
99. 條文內如果有唔清楚既地方，以我既說話為依歸。
100. 其實，我明白這些戒條有點吹毛求疪有點不設實際有點妙想天開。我只想你知道，在寫這些戒條的時間內，每一秒鐘，也在牽掛你。
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
IvonoxEstashia log 004
Things are getting more and more complicated, and yet all problems are just sophisticated, but this is just a beginning, this is just the beginning of the real fun.
I feel I'm weird, I'm bad, I'm not as pure as before. I'm tired becoming me. I'm not me. I want to throw away old me, I'm wearing on the new me, the disguised new me.
I'm in darkness.
Nobody will understand.
I was dead. The surrounding was cold, and I'm freezing in this darkness. People passing by without noticing my presence. I shouted to them but they don't care. I cried out aloud but it was all in vein. The people walk through me with a blank expression on their face.
I'm dead.
I can't do anything.
No one knows, No one will understand...
...
...
...
I feel I'm weird, I'm bad, I'm not as pure as before. I'm tired becoming me. I'm not me. I want to throw away old me, I'm wearing on the new me, the disguised new me.
I'm in darkness.
Nobody will understand.
I was dead. The surrounding was cold, and I'm freezing in this darkness. People passing by without noticing my presence. I shouted to them but they don't care. I cried out aloud but it was all in vein. The people walk through me with a blank expression on their face.
I'm dead.
I can't do anything.
No one knows, No one will understand...
...
...
...
Monday, February 6, 2006
IvonoxEstashia log 004
1. Settle things according to priority.
2. Do not addicted to surfing net and downloads again.
3. Improve my english and jap.
4. Finish off all the Quan Wu works.
5. Study Study Study.
6. Go to library more frequently.
7. Work out.
8. Swimming.
9. Clean my room.
10.Throw away unused items.
2. Do not addicted to surfing net and downloads again.
3. Improve my english and jap.
4. Finish off all the Quan Wu works.
5. Study Study Study.
6. Go to library more frequently.
7. Work out.
8. Swimming.
9. Clean my room.
10.Throw away unused items.
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Monday, January 30, 2006
IvonoxEstashia log 003
I can't sleep.
I was having nightmares last few days. Probably thinking about too much things before I sleep. I worry and I'm sad, I'm down. Things are getting complicated and I can't understand them all.
@ My ability to comprehend something is somehow weak and everytime I'm making people fed up with me. Then I'm scared to talk to them again. I cared too much what people said, what people talk, and what will be their reaction. I'm too sensitive and everytime I'm making myself nervous.
@ I'm thinking too much.
@ I'm thinking too much about my future. I wanted everything to be perfect. I knew that will never be going to happen.
@ I'm thinking too much.
@ Thus I can't sleep.
I can't sleep.
I can't sleep..
I can't sleep...
I wanted to sleep... =.="
Ok, I'm trying to sleep now... (*suddenly Madonna's song - Hung Up flashed in my mind*)
Good night... ... ...
I was having nightmares last few days. Probably thinking about too much things before I sleep. I worry and I'm sad, I'm down. Things are getting complicated and I can't understand them all.
@ My ability to comprehend something is somehow weak and everytime I'm making people fed up with me. Then I'm scared to talk to them again. I cared too much what people said, what people talk, and what will be their reaction. I'm too sensitive and everytime I'm making myself nervous.
@ I'm thinking too much.
@ I'm thinking too much about my future. I wanted everything to be perfect. I knew that will never be going to happen.
@ I'm thinking too much.
@ Thus I can't sleep.
I can't sleep.
I can't sleep..
I can't sleep...
I wanted to sleep... =.="
Ok, I'm trying to sleep now... (*suddenly Madonna's song - Hung Up flashed in my mind*)
Good night... ... ...
Friday, January 27, 2006
SidMeierAlphaCentauri Quotes
##Opening Quotation
#OPENING
Therefore the Lord God sent him forth from the garden of Eden.
He drove out the man; and he placed at the east of the garden
of Eden Cherubim, and a flaming sword which turned every way, to
keep the way of the tree of life.
^
^ -- The Conclave Bible,
^ Datalinks
##Transcendent Thought
#TECH88
^ Eternity lies ahead of us, and behind.
^ Have you drunk your fill?
^
^ -- Lady Deirdre Skye,
^ "Conversations with Planet", Epilogue
##The Ascetic Virtues
#PROJECT13
Learn to overcome the crass demands of flesh and bone, for they
warp the matrix through which we perceive the world. Extend your
awareness outward, beyond the self of body, to embrace the self
of group and the self of humanity. The goals of the group and the
greater race are transcendent, and to embrace them is to achieve
enlightenment.
^
^ -- Chairman Sheng-ji Yang,
^ "Essays on Mind and Matter"
##Ascent to Transcendence
#PROJECT32
No longer mere earthbeings and planetbeings are we, but bright
children of the stars! And together we shall dance in and out
of ten billion years, celebrating the gift of consciousness until
the stars themselves grow cold and weary, and our thoughts turn
again to the beginning.
^
^ -- Lady Deirdre Skye,
^ "Conversations with Planet"
#OPENING
Therefore the Lord God sent him forth from the garden of Eden.
He drove out the man; and he placed at the east of the garden
of Eden Cherubim, and a flaming sword which turned every way, to
keep the way of the tree of life.
^
^ -- The Conclave Bible,
^ Datalinks
##Transcendent Thought
#TECH88
^ Eternity lies ahead of us, and behind.
^ Have you drunk your fill?
^
^ -- Lady Deirdre Skye,
^ "Conversations with Planet", Epilogue
##The Ascetic Virtues
#PROJECT13
Learn to overcome the crass demands of flesh and bone, for they
warp the matrix through which we perceive the world. Extend your
awareness outward, beyond the self of body, to embrace the self
of group and the self of humanity. The goals of the group and the
greater race are transcendent, and to embrace them is to achieve
enlightenment.
^
^ -- Chairman Sheng-ji Yang,
^ "Essays on Mind and Matter"
##Ascent to Transcendence
#PROJECT32
No longer mere earthbeings and planetbeings are we, but bright
children of the stars! And together we shall dance in and out
of ten billion years, celebrating the gift of consciousness until
the stars themselves grow cold and weary, and our thoughts turn
again to the beginning.
^
^ -- Lady Deirdre Skye,
^ "Conversations with Planet"
Monday, January 23, 2006
IvonoxEstashia log 002
Stereotyping.
People always have this bad habit. It's same to everyone. They always assume something and make hypothesis about you.
I always have stress to speak with this type of people. They assume you're old you, treat you as old you. Assumption are always made up with reasoning, assumption without logic reason gives nothing but rubbish.
There are always have people who always have the bad ego in their attitude. They're self-centered and never concern on something small. The effect is bad, you can hardly talking to them, they thought themself are talking 'high-level-language', but they just s**ks. I hate them.
Some people who always thought they knew all about you. But still, in their mind, you are always old you. So they'll always critic you without reasons. They thought you're a rich fella who just know how to spend money. They thought you don't know how to handle anything or situations. They're stuborn, yet stupid. I hate them.
They s**ks. I hate them all.
Just don't want to spend anymore time thinking what I'm doing wrong.
Not my fault, it's their fault.
Go to hell. F88k you.
People always have this bad habit. It's same to everyone. They always assume something and make hypothesis about you.
I always have stress to speak with this type of people. They assume you're old you, treat you as old you. Assumption are always made up with reasoning, assumption without logic reason gives nothing but rubbish.
There are always have people who always have the bad ego in their attitude. They're self-centered and never concern on something small. The effect is bad, you can hardly talking to them, they thought themself are talking 'high-level-language', but they just s**ks. I hate them.
Some people who always thought they knew all about you. But still, in their mind, you are always old you. So they'll always critic you without reasons. They thought you're a rich fella who just know how to spend money. They thought you don't know how to handle anything or situations. They're stuborn, yet stupid. I hate them.
They s**ks. I hate them all.
Just don't want to spend anymore time thinking what I'm doing wrong.
Not my fault, it's their fault.
Go to hell. F88k you.
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
The Next Princess - Blissonic
Lol... of course I can't read this thai language. But this song is nice and interesting, please download it: http://www.savefile.com/projects2.php?fid=7952676&pid=610692. It mention about a princess who're going to be rescued by a prince. And she waited and waited for him... All the lyrics are interesting and so do the musics as well. This song has been at the top of a couple of chart including [v]channel. Anyone pls help find the mtv? ^_^.
Blissonic
เพลง: เจ้าหญิงคนต่อไป
*เนิ่นนานที่ฉันยังแปลกใจ เหตุใดเจ้าหญิงต้องรอเจ้าชาย
แล้ววันหนึ่งตัวฉันได้มีโอกาสได้เดินเข้าไป
ข้างในปราสาทที่มีเจ้าหญิง ถูกขังอยู่บนหอคอย
ด้วยเวทมนตร์ที่เหมือนไม่มีเหตุผล ของใครสักคน
และต้องทุกข์ทน จนกว่าที่จะมีใคร ใครสักคน
ต้องทนอีกนานแค่ไหน ต้องทนอีกนานเท่าไหร่
แล้ววันหนึ่งก็มีเจ้าชาย ที่ไม่เกรงกลัวกับอันตราย
กวัดแกว่างดาบคู่กาย หมายจะทำลายคำสาป
ทันใดที่เจ้าหญิงได้ยินดังนั้น ก็วิ่งออกไปที่ริมระเบียง
หวังเพียงที่จะได้พบ เจ้าชายที่รอมาแสนนาน
การรอคอยคงจบวันนี้ พอทีกับความทรมาน
เจ้าหญิงรอคอยเจ้าชายอยู่บนนี้ รอคอยเจ้าชายมาเนิ่นนานเต็มที
วันนี้จะเป็นวันสุดท้าย วันที่เวทมนตร์หมดความหมาย
วันที่จะไปจากหอคอยนี้ได้ ขึ้นอยู่กับเจ้าชาย
เจ้าชายรูปงามไม่กลัวปีศาจร้าย มีทั้งกายและใจที่เข้มแข็ง
ปีศาจร้ายกำลังเริ่มอ่อนแรง ถูกแทงเข้าตรงกลางหัวใจ
เจ้าหญิงตะโกนเธอรออยู่บนนี้ เจ้าชายแหงนมองขึ้นมาในทันใด
ปีศาจร้ายยังไม่ทันจะสิ้นใจ ลอบทำร้ายเจ้าชายในทันใด
และแล้วเรื่องราวมันเริ่มเลวร้าย จากรอยยิ้มที่เคยมีเริ่มจางหาย
เลือดไหลซึมออกจากกาย เจ้าชายทรุดลงตรงพื้นดิน
เจ้าหญิงนิ่งไปในทันใด เจ้าหญิงจะทำอย่างไรต่อจากนี้
เจ้าหญิงจะทำอย่างไรต่อไปดี เมื่อไม่มีเจ้าชาย
(Solo)
เจ้าหญิงจะไม่รอคอยเจ้าชายแล้ว จะไม่รอคอยอยู่บนนี้
จะข้ามกำแพง เพื่อจะไปหา เจ้าหญิงกำลังจะไปหา
กำลังจะเดินทางข้ามนภา ไปหาเจ้าชาย
และเรื่องนี้ก็เดินมาจนวันสุดท้าย ไม่เหลือเจ้าหญิงเจ้าชายแล้ว
ไม่เหลืออะไร นอกจากตัวฉัน ที่ยืนมองดูอยู่บนนี้
อยู่บนหอคอยที่ไม่มีทางออก ไม่มีทางออก
ฉันเป็นเจ้าหญิงคนต่อไป......
( * )
For a long time that i still surprise, why does the princess must wait for the prince.
Til one day that i've an oportunity to walk through.
Walk to the castle that princess was imprison on the top of tower.
With a black magic of someone. and she was very suffer.
Til the day that she'll meet someone. but when?
Till this day the prince is come here and swing his sword to break the curse, with brave and never scare any danger.
Suddenly after the princess known that. she run out to balcony with a little hope to meet him. today is the end of waitng and no more pain.
The princess is waiting here. and wait for too much time.
But now it's over. the magic is meaningless. the day to go outside.
It's up to the prince. The handsome prince who got brave and strong soul and never scare anythings.
Now the devil is going to weak. and a sword of the pince is pierce in the middle of devil's heart.
The princess is shout that she waiting here. the prince is look up suddenly to hers.
But the devil still breathing so it sneak to hurt him.
and now the story is going bad. And smile is fadding away.
A blood bleeding and now the prince sinking on the ground. the princess is motionless imedietly
How does she do from now on? How to? when she doen't has a prince.
The pricess won't wait for the prince from here again. she'll arcoss the wall to find him. she's going to cross the sky. and now the last chapter is coming. no more prince or princess. no more anything except myself that standing on this tower. it's no way out. it's no way out.
i'm the next princess ....
Blissonic
เพลง: เจ้าหญิงคนต่อไป
*เนิ่นนานที่ฉันยังแปลกใจ เหตุใดเจ้าหญิงต้องรอเจ้าชาย
แล้ววันหนึ่งตัวฉันได้มีโอกาสได้เดินเข้าไป
ข้างในปราสาทที่มีเจ้าหญิง ถูกขังอยู่บนหอคอย
ด้วยเวทมนตร์ที่เหมือนไม่มีเหตุผล ของใครสักคน
และต้องทุกข์ทน จนกว่าที่จะมีใคร ใครสักคน
ต้องทนอีกนานแค่ไหน ต้องทนอีกนานเท่าไหร่
แล้ววันหนึ่งก็มีเจ้าชาย ที่ไม่เกรงกลัวกับอันตราย
กวัดแกว่างดาบคู่กาย หมายจะทำลายคำสาป
ทันใดที่เจ้าหญิงได้ยินดังนั้น ก็วิ่งออกไปที่ริมระเบียง
หวังเพียงที่จะได้พบ เจ้าชายที่รอมาแสนนาน
การรอคอยคงจบวันนี้ พอทีกับความทรมาน
เจ้าหญิงรอคอยเจ้าชายอยู่บนนี้ รอคอยเจ้าชายมาเนิ่นนานเต็มที
วันนี้จะเป็นวันสุดท้าย วันที่เวทมนตร์หมดความหมาย
วันที่จะไปจากหอคอยนี้ได้ ขึ้นอยู่กับเจ้าชาย
เจ้าชายรูปงามไม่กลัวปีศาจร้าย มีทั้งกายและใจที่เข้มแข็ง
ปีศาจร้ายกำลังเริ่มอ่อนแรง ถูกแทงเข้าตรงกลางหัวใจ
เจ้าหญิงตะโกนเธอรออยู่บนนี้ เจ้าชายแหงนมองขึ้นมาในทันใด
ปีศาจร้ายยังไม่ทันจะสิ้นใจ ลอบทำร้ายเจ้าชายในทันใด
และแล้วเรื่องราวมันเริ่มเลวร้าย จากรอยยิ้มที่เคยมีเริ่มจางหาย
เลือดไหลซึมออกจากกาย เจ้าชายทรุดลงตรงพื้นดิน
เจ้าหญิงนิ่งไปในทันใด เจ้าหญิงจะทำอย่างไรต่อจากนี้
เจ้าหญิงจะทำอย่างไรต่อไปดี เมื่อไม่มีเจ้าชาย
(Solo)
เจ้าหญิงจะไม่รอคอยเจ้าชายแล้ว จะไม่รอคอยอยู่บนนี้
จะข้ามกำแพง เพื่อจะไปหา เจ้าหญิงกำลังจะไปหา
กำลังจะเดินทางข้ามนภา ไปหาเจ้าชาย
และเรื่องนี้ก็เดินมาจนวันสุดท้าย ไม่เหลือเจ้าหญิงเจ้าชายแล้ว
ไม่เหลืออะไร นอกจากตัวฉัน ที่ยืนมองดูอยู่บนนี้
อยู่บนหอคอยที่ไม่มีทางออก ไม่มีทางออก
ฉันเป็นเจ้าหญิงคนต่อไป......
( * )
For a long time that i still surprise, why does the princess must wait for the prince.
Til one day that i've an oportunity to walk through.
Walk to the castle that princess was imprison on the top of tower.
With a black magic of someone. and she was very suffer.
Til the day that she'll meet someone. but when?
Till this day the prince is come here and swing his sword to break the curse, with brave and never scare any danger.
Suddenly after the princess known that. she run out to balcony with a little hope to meet him. today is the end of waitng and no more pain.
The princess is waiting here. and wait for too much time.
But now it's over. the magic is meaningless. the day to go outside.
It's up to the prince. The handsome prince who got brave and strong soul and never scare anythings.
Now the devil is going to weak. and a sword of the pince is pierce in the middle of devil's heart.
The princess is shout that she waiting here. the prince is look up suddenly to hers.
But the devil still breathing so it sneak to hurt him.
and now the story is going bad. And smile is fadding away.
A blood bleeding and now the prince sinking on the ground. the princess is motionless imedietly
How does she do from now on? How to? when she doen't has a prince.
The pricess won't wait for the prince from here again. she'll arcoss the wall to find him. she's going to cross the sky. and now the last chapter is coming. no more prince or princess. no more anything except myself that standing on this tower. it's no way out. it's no way out.
i'm the next princess ....
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
IvonoxEstashia log 001
That day after the JLPT 4th grade exam, I felt relieve. I don't know why I like Japanese that much, and I don't know that what is my purpose to learn it. Yet, I like it very much. And then after exam, I've put aside all the stuff and continued returning back for my academic study.
I've learnt much these days, I've learnt to accept, and I've learnt to deny. Somehow, sometimes I feel that I have the chance to accept, but sometimes there is not. The feeling of grabing hold of something is that imaginative, untouchable. If you grabbed hold of it, you wouldn't know what would be happen next. But if you didn't, maybe you'll lose a chance. There is no such rule which state that something good is always good for you.
I knew that I didn't have a good communication skill. And after all these, I felt that it's not that I don't really have it, but I'm just simply don't want to admit, don't want to accept and don't want to improve, and yet simply assume that I'll not improving anymore. But things do change, world around you change, so I just can't say that something is static continue to be static, this is no physics. Because we are dynamic.
Everything is dynamic.
I'm a little childish sometimes. I'm not always speak the truth. I'm always influenced by people, providing that there is reasons and the reasons will always overwhelme my thinking. I don't have my own stand (even though I really have). Because my stand is always weak and breakable.
Once there was a light that always guided me. But somehow the light keep fading and I keep on falling. Everytime I fall I feel the pain, the pain keep on reminding me not to repeat any mistake. But in reality everything is different. They are not ideal, and we can't assume any ideal case. Because they are no reality.
Just like my recent case, a tissue factory called me to change and change my design because everytime there was a technical problems. But I really wanted to learn, wanted to learn about the printing stuff. While I edited the design, I again learnt some new things, and now he said he wanted to abandon the design, how could I accept that? I was trying my best to pass up my work, but yet he wanted everything to be perfect. Or maybe some other time I'll redo everything and pass up again, not sure whether the president have already told them to stop everything... Hopefully I still can pass up my final technical-problem-free design...
That was my work before going back hometown here.
And now, it's holiday finally. Just wanted to keep away all my pressure and stress out of me and enjoy this moment. And I'm upgrading my Japanese by reading the compositions. And yea, forgot to mention that since I'm here in Malaysia, the chance to absorb it is very small, and that's what I called untouchable, and imaginative.
And yea, I didn't know that since when I started to hate this place... (or maybe influence?? lol...) I hate Malaysia, I hate my hometown... And you can call I discriminate type of people, but I'm getting more and more bored to this place already. Perhaps I do not belongs to here...
There is just too much out there to learn.
Am I overreacted?
Am I sound like an old-tale-telling folk?
I just speak my heart.
CNY is just around the corner, I don't have any feeling about it. Every year the event is just alike, they're all the same. Visiting people, people observe what had changed, and what remain unchanged, people complement to each other, people wanted to eat, people wanted to earn, while I don't really feel any thing great. I wanted to be alone. but actually my heart told me that I wanted something more precious. Mmm... what was my resolution for 2006 again ar?... change?... nah, I've change a lot since I left secondary... dream? hehe.. wanted to earn a lot of money? Nah... I can't really earn money now... wanted to know more friends? maybe... travel? Iksh... again.. no money... hehe.. this is like an cycle... no earn money = no travel = boring. money = travel and shopping = happie ^_^ zzzz....
So what's next that will happen to me in 2006?
No one knows...
(But I'm the one who make decisions... what should I choose?)
Happy holidays, and happy chinese new year.
I've learnt much these days, I've learnt to accept, and I've learnt to deny. Somehow, sometimes I feel that I have the chance to accept, but sometimes there is not. The feeling of grabing hold of something is that imaginative, untouchable. If you grabbed hold of it, you wouldn't know what would be happen next. But if you didn't, maybe you'll lose a chance. There is no such rule which state that something good is always good for you.
I knew that I didn't have a good communication skill. And after all these, I felt that it's not that I don't really have it, but I'm just simply don't want to admit, don't want to accept and don't want to improve, and yet simply assume that I'll not improving anymore. But things do change, world around you change, so I just can't say that something is static continue to be static, this is no physics. Because we are dynamic.
Everything is dynamic.
I'm a little childish sometimes. I'm not always speak the truth. I'm always influenced by people, providing that there is reasons and the reasons will always overwhelme my thinking. I don't have my own stand (even though I really have). Because my stand is always weak and breakable.
Once there was a light that always guided me. But somehow the light keep fading and I keep on falling. Everytime I fall I feel the pain, the pain keep on reminding me not to repeat any mistake. But in reality everything is different. They are not ideal, and we can't assume any ideal case. Because they are no reality.
Just like my recent case, a tissue factory called me to change and change my design because everytime there was a technical problems. But I really wanted to learn, wanted to learn about the printing stuff. While I edited the design, I again learnt some new things, and now he said he wanted to abandon the design, how could I accept that? I was trying my best to pass up my work, but yet he wanted everything to be perfect. Or maybe some other time I'll redo everything and pass up again, not sure whether the president have already told them to stop everything... Hopefully I still can pass up my final technical-problem-free design...
That was my work before going back hometown here.
And now, it's holiday finally. Just wanted to keep away all my pressure and stress out of me and enjoy this moment. And I'm upgrading my Japanese by reading the compositions. And yea, forgot to mention that since I'm here in Malaysia, the chance to absorb it is very small, and that's what I called untouchable, and imaginative.
And yea, I didn't know that since when I started to hate this place... (or maybe influence?? lol...) I hate Malaysia, I hate my hometown... And you can call I discriminate type of people, but I'm getting more and more bored to this place already. Perhaps I do not belongs to here...
There is just too much out there to learn.
Am I overreacted?
Am I sound like an old-tale-telling folk?
I just speak my heart.
CNY is just around the corner, I don't have any feeling about it. Every year the event is just alike, they're all the same. Visiting people, people observe what had changed, and what remain unchanged, people complement to each other, people wanted to eat, people wanted to earn, while I don't really feel any thing great. I wanted to be alone. but actually my heart told me that I wanted something more precious. Mmm... what was my resolution for 2006 again ar?... change?... nah, I've change a lot since I left secondary... dream? hehe.. wanted to earn a lot of money? Nah... I can't really earn money now... wanted to know more friends? maybe... travel? Iksh... again.. no money... hehe.. this is like an cycle... no earn money = no travel = boring. money = travel and shopping = happie ^_^ zzzz....
So what's next that will happen to me in 2006?
No one knows...
(But I'm the one who make decisions... what should I choose?)
Happy holidays, and happy chinese new year.
Monday, January 9, 2006
Saturday, December 31, 2005
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Dearest: Merry Christmas~
I'm acting a little strange recently. I can't describe the feeling of the chemical reaction inside me. I feel like I'm not me.
I hate to deal with people. Because I always like to be alone, thus that's why I can't improve myself. Sometimes I'm doing things wrong, but it becomes better in the end, and sometimes vice versa. I, don't know how to grab chances, that's why the things I should have earlier, is fading, just besides of me.
It's not that I feel like I'm not grabbing it, but I felt that I'm not suppose to grab it, and it's not belongs to mine, and cannot before I realise it, and understand it. I can't regret after I've understand it. While I'm too confortable for the things I have. I scare to change. I scare to turn something normal to bad.
I feel like want to find someone whom I can trust. I feel like want to find someone whom I can voice my heart. I feel like earning money. I fee like chasing dreams.
I'm just too greedy, that's why all couldn't be succeded.
Merry christmas ^_^ For you, that you may never see this post.
Wednesday, December 7, 2005
Things...
1. Don't complains about life.
2. Say 'hi' to at least 1 stranger everyday.
3. Travel.
4. Find a partnership.
5. Learn to communicate in english. Normal english at least.
6. Memorize the script.
7. Own a greenhouse.
8. Learn to plant cherry tomatoes.
9. Collect my favourite genre of animes.
10.Don't hesitate about making every decisions.
11.Be braver.
12.Go shopping in Ginza.
13.Rear some kittens.
14.Study the gibberish languages, C++zzz...
15.Make money.
16.Work out everyday.
17.Increase weight the healthier way.
18.Design a game.
19.Get more sleep.
20.Cook the most delicious spaghetti.
21.Go to pub.
22.Learn to play piano.
23.Drink more water.
24.Finish the novels which stacked in my room.
25.Get more truthful friends.
26.Care for skin.
27.Design and become famous.
28.Program and become famous.
29.Go back hometown to stay with family.
30.Get my braces off.
31.Eat sushi.
32.Go to Hong Kong.
33.Expand my bandwidth.
34.Go swimming.
35.Buy a swatch watch.
36.Buy the Japanese clothing style t-shirt.
37.Go hiking.
38.Learn diving in Pulau Redang.
39.Get a car.
40.Get a life.
41.Play PS2 games in computer.
42.Go shopping in JJ.
43.Visit australia.
44.Make a list of goals for the next 5-10 years of my life and achieve them all.
45.Exercise regularly.
46.Live a simple life and take it day by day.
47.Take vitamins.
48.Spend more time chatting with family.
49.Be a better friend.
50.See an aurora borealis.
51.Learn to scrapbook.
52.Learn more about astronomy and using telescopes.
53.Be more fashionable.
54.Sleep under the stars.
55.Have better posture.
56.Add work out training set from 3 to 5.
57.Grow a vegetable garden.
58.Mend broken friendships.
59.Avoid certain people.
60.Build my dream house in my dream.
61.Learn to swim, in more effective way.
62.Learn butterfly style.
63.Try piggy jump.
64.Design my own computer.
65.Go to view the sunset.
66.Travel to kyoto.
67.Get some sleep.
68.Do hair treatment.
69.Be more enthusiastic.
70.Play basketball.
2. Say 'hi' to at least 1 stranger everyday.
3. Travel.
4. Find a partnership.
5. Learn to communicate in english. Normal english at least.
6. Memorize the script.
7. Own a greenhouse.
8. Learn to plant cherry tomatoes.
9. Collect my favourite genre of animes.
10.Don't hesitate about making every decisions.
11.Be braver.
12.Go shopping in Ginza.
13.Rear some kittens.
14.Study the gibberish languages, C++zzz...
15.Make money.
16.Work out everyday.
17.Increase weight the healthier way.
18.Design a game.
19.Get more sleep.
20.Cook the most delicious spaghetti.
21.Go to pub.
22.Learn to play piano.
23.Drink more water.
24.Finish the novels which stacked in my room.
25.Get more truthful friends.
26.Care for skin.
27.Design and become famous.
28.Program and become famous.
29.Go back hometown to stay with family.
30.Get my braces off.
31.Eat sushi.
32.Go to Hong Kong.
33.Expand my bandwidth.
34.Go swimming.
35.Buy a swatch watch.
36.Buy the Japanese clothing style t-shirt.
37.Go hiking.
38.Learn diving in Pulau Redang.
39.Get a car.
40.Get a life.
41.Play PS2 games in computer.
42.Go shopping in JJ.
43.Visit australia.
44.Make a list of goals for the next 5-10 years of my life and achieve them all.
45.Exercise regularly.
46.Live a simple life and take it day by day.
47.Take vitamins.
48.Spend more time chatting with family.
49.Be a better friend.
50.See an aurora borealis.
51.Learn to scrapbook.
52.Learn more about astronomy and using telescopes.
53.Be more fashionable.
54.Sleep under the stars.
55.Have better posture.
56.Add work out training set from 3 to 5.
57.Grow a vegetable garden.
58.Mend broken friendships.
59.Avoid certain people.
60.Build my dream house in my dream.
61.Learn to swim, in more effective way.
62.Learn butterfly style.
63.Try piggy jump.
64.Design my own computer.
65.Go to view the sunset.
66.Travel to kyoto.
67.Get some sleep.
68.Do hair treatment.
69.Be more enthusiastic.
70.Play basketball.
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