心态

原来，
日本人处事心态，
还是跟我们一样。

麻烦的东西，
还是会觉得很头痛。

不同的是，
同时会多了很多顾忌，
（还是多虑？）
很多时候，
都要在不麻烦别人的情况下，
还有必须照顾每个人的感受，
去完成一个任务。
彼此都互相尊重，妥协。

哪怕是多么渺茫细小的东西，
都要把它弄个完美。

心态，
很重要吧。

默认学的恶毒心理

人之初，性本善；
性相近，习相远。

我不反对说每个人的心理，
一开始都是善良的。
可人一成长，
现实中造就了许多密密麻麻的复杂心理。
都说了，现实嘛。

就很多时候，
每个人的心理，
都是无法抓摸的；
可有时候，
却很容易让人看穿。

就举个例子来说，
-- [默认]

A：我觉得自己做事很马虎呢。。。
B：。。。（默认）

或是假回答：

B：不会啦。。。（敷衍）
B：是吗？。。。（假怀疑）
B：哪里有。。。（假支持）

这一些，都是无可否认的，
很假。

默认来说，
就让别人觉得，“你也那么想吧？”。
而要让自己做到更大方点的话，
就要用反自己方式回答：

B：我觉得自己更加马虎呢，就比如说：。。。《例子。。》。。。

这样，不但让人觉得自己的缺点缩小了，
而且是一个逃离话题的好借口。
就快快的把话题带过。

人就是这样的，
喜欢人比人。
其实很多时候，
人往往在没做任何事情的情况下，
得罪很多人。

顺带一题，
还有一个就是恶毒口，
就是：

B：是啦，你就是这样。。。《例子》。。

都不管怎样都会得罪了，
就继续下去吧 :D
反正话题都开始了。。

看吧，不同的回答，
就可以看清楚你是一个怎样处事的人。

迷路中

虽然远方的路还长，
可梦要几时实现？
虽然
口里常说：
慢慢吧
慢慢吧
而
一年就有三百六十五天，
工作的日子就已占了百分之八十，
剩下的，不用想，
自然的就是想办法让自己开心。
开心了好久好久，
现在，
我不明白是不是真的开心。
越来越不知道自己，
梦已久远，
火车都已开向远方，
错过了，
没能挽回，
就继续堕落堕落再堕落。
间中
回头还是看我自己一下，
我还是我，
只是苍老了一些，
朋友说，
我已经没有以前的娃娃脸了，
可能有的是，
苍老一些，憔悴一些的我。
当然
这些，
都要谢谢公司的顾客们，
无限的付出。
无限的梦想，
没有，
我并没有怨恨什么，
只是觉得如果这是人生，
很可怜吧。。
人不是应该充满梦想的吗?
难道梦想随着时间腐败？
而我迷惘中，
今时今日，
我到底是什么？

2010

... I forgot when did my grandpa passed away ||| ...
... April - sad, did not get promoted ...
... Jun - Nov -> work work work ...
... Jul - South Korea trip ...
... Aug - HK trip ...
... Oct - Fukuoka business trip ...
... Nov - ? ...
... Dec - ? ...

Time skipping in front of me.. as if like the black and white movie.. without audio.. presented in front of me, sequentially..

Things always started off with conflict.. quarrel.. and then, followed by acceptance, understanding and correction. Sometimes we did realize the mistake we made.. And just sometimes.. it is hard to give in and admit our fault..

Life!

Struggle... struggle and struggle... for what?!

I'm waiting for the cheese to come :D Muahaha...

Liven Up!

By the time I get home, I sighed and relieved,
tearing my shirt apart, lying on the bed,
thinking what I'd been doing for the whole day.

The long working hours is killing me.
Yet I have no choice but to keep on the pace.

Undeniably the working environment in Japan is terrible.
Loyalty served as their first priority.. and working like a d*g..

Tired...

Weekend

It is another lovely weekend.

I was wondering whether how should I spend it.
For the past few weeks I was terribly busy with my work... (even weekends! |||)

- Rest? Sleep?
- Settle Fukuoka business trip preparation?
- Continue my project?

Thinking of having a tattoo..
Thinking of working out..
Thinking of improving my technical skill..
Thinking of completing my personal projects..
Thinking of going back hometown..
Thinking of continue my master study..
Thinking of quitting..

A lot things to think of..

But..

Which one should I done first?

lol.. maybe in the end all of them are dreams..

Shit..

T.T Overtime Overload Omg...

Company's review was done last week, and yahooo, my marks is still the same :D (teehee.. of cause there is reason behind this...)

And a few points was made:

- I am slow, not efficient
- Easy to fall into the maze that was created by myself :)
- Working late, not a healthy lifestyle

Furthermore, things to be upgraded:

- Technical skill
- Time management
- Task prioritization

T.T sad..

I was overloaded with tasks, my Vietnamese member had gone back hometown to do his Visa; in which it means I have to support his portion of workload...

Feeling like a torture, stress and helplessness.

Quarrelled with my leader a bit T.T.. *sigh*...

I need a *uhm* :)

Yesterday I was feeling a bit sick, with sore throat.
Woke up at around 7am and resume my sleep again in the morning.

And now, I'm working at home T.T

September 11

RIP

(Link)

Izzie Died.. T.T

Izzie Died.. T.T

(Link)

Limbo

Life . Death . Dream

(Link)

Super Vacation?

July -> South Korea.. : )
August -> Hong Kong.. : |
October -> Fukuoka?.. : (

Shit...

没勇气就别去爱，你继续下去只是让人觉得你犯贱而已。

Tag ( ! )

Beside your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
[neck]

How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
[sleepy, and wanted more]

Who was the last person/people you took a picture with?
[my friend]

Would you consider yourself spoiled?
[i'm perfect]

Will you donate blood?
[been before, and won't ever]

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
[yes]

Do you want someone to be dead?
[how would i]

What does your last text message say?
[reporting my arrival to my parents ]

What are you thinking right now?
[body building]

Do you want someone to be with you right now?
[no, i like to be alone]

What was the time you went to bed last night?
[12.45am]

Where did you buy tee you are wearing right now?
[TopMan]

Is someone on your mind right now?
[no]

Who was the last person who text you?
[dad]

Who is No.2 having a relationship with?
[i dun tag ppl...]

Is No.3 is male or female?
[i dun tag ppl...]

If No.7 and No.1 get togather, would it be good?
[i dun tag ppl...]

What is No.1 studying about?
[i dun tag ppl...]

When was the last time you chatted with them?
[i dun tag ppl...]

Is No.4 single?
[i dun tag ppl...]

Say something about No.2
[i dun tag ppl...]

Waht do you think No.3 and No.6 being togather?
[i dun tag ppl...]

Describe No.9
[i dun tag ppl...]

What will you do if No.6 and No.7 fight?
[i dun tag ppl...]

Do you like No.8?
[i dun tag ppl...]

Accident

Pity grandma.. said she wanted to walk on her own rather than stuck in aunt's home..
I knew the feeling of living in others house without getting much welcome..

Hope she'll get well soon.

Merry Christmas

lomo始终有点复古的感觉
网上查过了价钱，还不便宜呢
心里痒痒的还想买一家来炫耀的说。。

冰 . 释 . 前 . 嫌
得来真的不容易，失去了才方知它的珍贵。。。

One Day In My Life 004

There are a few surprises these few weeks...
apart from the boring life struggles...

Some even I can't believe my eyes that,
like:

"Ugh... how come they're together"...
"I can't believe it!!" I shouted...

Really OMG...
Ok, I admit that many things might change,
but this is really unacceptable for me...
maybe world is small,
maybe that is fate...
maybe there's maybe...

Shit,
OK, no more grand-ma story...
Have a good night sleep and we will see how small the world is tomorrow!

Update:

Hey yea before I sleep there is something about work...
I think I have problem dealing with people lar,
Like compensate with people on what people needs,
But most ppl I'm Ok with them lar... hmm...

Ok I admit I might be acted like a prince,
like everything must go thru me before processed..

I just wanted it to be perfect,
but sometimes things are always subjective,
people have preferences and differences on how they are dealing with stuff,
I guessed I should cope with that too :)

Haha.. but still, everything have to go thru me :D
Muahaha...