I will not stay there forever doing nothing.
I will not listen to any negative thoughts.
And I don't care how you looked at me, and how you think of me.
I'm changing, gradually, despite of the reality.
Just believe me, because I can.

Je t'aime, c'est la vie que je voudrais, simple et tranquille, avec toi.

Love no take 2.

当你生气时，
或许我该回避一下，
尽管你接下来会用尽难听的语言来说，
我还是不想被火烧伤，
因为这火会像针般刺进我心扉。

不要打壓我成長的過程，
不要打斷我們之間的溝通橋梁。
這樣下去我會成為懦弱，貪生怕死的懦夫。
請給我一點支持和鼓勵。
請給我一點點的自尊。

I'm not that kind of person that would attract other people instantly. Even I would, the next moment when I open my mouth and voice out my opinion, they would think how naive and childish I am. Once, my friend told me before about this as well. But I didn't agree on the spot. I neglected his opinion.

I'm scare of people not giving me chance to voice out my opinion. Scared of being crowned with the title immature. I spoke louder then others when I feel I'm losing the chance. I wanted to grab attention.

That is the part where I couldn't move on with myself. I'm still in identity confusion.

I'm delusional, or just another hypocrite or ass hole.

Walking the path of demise, the nightmare never ends.
I shivered but stared motionless into the dark space.

A step closer to our goal:

• stop procrastinating (eg: stop Facebook)
• move forward by picking something to do
• do not hesitate in making a choice (do it first and carry on post mortem later)

昙花一现的幸福，
渐渐地，满满地剥落，
我看见了黑暗的自己。

Traditional Japanese Business Management Systems

http://ezinearticles.com/?Traditional-Japanese-Business-Management-Systems&id=2537288

言行不一，狗屁不通。
绝不做吊儿郎当，
随波逐流的浪子。

思緒不停在徘徊著，
兜兜轉轉又回到了起點。

暫時歡迎你回來，
因爲我知道你又會在次奔跑出走的。

你找回自己了嗎？

Sorry for doing nothing.
I'm not quite sure which path will lead to your heart.

心裏很難受。

不是爲了趕上別人而強迫自己跑得更遠，
而是應該要奠定了基礎，
衡量個人需求能力后再決定是不是自己想要的終點。

得到你的認同和贊許，
心理飄飄然地，默默地感到高興。
希望你那不是一時閒的情感而流露的謊言。

Convocation 2011

It has been 3 years since I graduated.
And it's now my brother's turn..
The photography session took about 800+rm and the worst thing is: we've been cheated.
So isn't that anyone with surname Gan lack with this kind of awareness?
Or we're merely pure hearted people in this world? *wink*

心里像针般刺痛

无所事事的当儿，又可以做些什么呢？
就干脆继续无所事事吧。。

我相信。