I'm not that kind of person that would attract other people instantly. Even I would, the next moment when I open my mouth and voice out my opinion, they would think how naive and childish I am. Once, my friend told me before about this as well. But I didn't agree on the spot. I neglected his opinion.

I'm scare of people not giving me chance to voice out my opinion. Scared of being crowned with the title immature. I spoke louder then others when I feel I'm losing the chance. I wanted to grab attention.

That is the part where I couldn't move on with myself. I'm still in identity confusion.

I'm delusional, or just another hypocrite or ass hole.