What was the song that makes me feeling melancholic,
dazzling lights that return me to innocence once more.
I've caught the sensation that came out from your aroma,
which reminds me of my past, and present, but not from future,
The dream is out of reach.
Yet we're hanging onto it, and fall back.
Even when we're back together in the past but speechless.
We've forgotten the feeling we've used to be.
Pure and yet innocent, warmth of hearts,
and the tree we used to dance round and round.

Falling deeply... into the world of reminiscent of the past.

Planning -> Prototyping -> Requirement -> Design -> Coding -> Testing -> Post Mortem...

Can I simplify the process?
A lot of documentation need to be done leh...

And people said they are needed by company's process.
I think it's true,
but the time given are too short la...

And yea... ~~~

"Happy Anniversay~" to all my same batch colleagues... :))

Time flowing like water..
No, it's faster than water.. or wind..
Shitty time..

I'm going to deco my newly rented room,
my target is like pic shown below:

Ah.. god give me more money ||| Pls..

在东京铁塔　第一次眺望
看灯火模仿　坠落的星光
我终於到达　但却更悲伤
一个人完成　我们的梦想

你总说　时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天　就有以后

[A]
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛　连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
[/A]

没看你脸上　张扬过哀伤
那是种多么　寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙　让我去流浪
在原地等我　把自己捆绑

你没说　你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动　自我地过

[repeat A]

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着　你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰　你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了

Sometimes things are always out of your control,
you couldn't just act deaf looking at the issues passing besides you.
You have to update yourself constantly.

Some people are just old annoying hag,
when you're saying a change is appropriate,
and hag will say we have to follow old rules,
let it be corroded,
and let it be,
naturally let darkness consumes you rather than letting me playing bad guys around,
it's not my style..

I need support,
I need teamwork,
and I need friendship,
flourished with active essence of life,
energetic, enthusiastic and compassion.

That's it,
the way of life.

Friday treat at FullHouse @ NZX~

I just discovered that we have so many things in common between my colleagues.

We are having Dota session games just now, so nice and strange huh? : )
Underground Dota club in prXcm.

President: Lao Pek Ai Khai
Vice Presidents: Ai Qiang, Ai Tak, Ai Yang
Secretary: Rinerine
Members: Hong Zhai, Seng Zhai and Sheng Zhai

3 hours games + 2 hours yum cha-ing + blow water-ing

Can't imagine i have to learn back how to combine the items, and the funny thing is I used Eyes of Skaadi and Mask of Death stacked together in the third game. Ai Khai is a good commander in organising the team, while Ai Yang played as key person in group. While opposing player played their part too.

It was a nice day after all. It was a day where I didn't have to stay OT until midnight today. Nice if everyday would turn out like this. But it's impossible in reality.. lolx..

The YumCha session's discussion turn fast from our university life to gossips and interests. Feeling nostorious that we still be able to chit chat about the stuff as if we're born in the same period of time, no gap at all.

Fun :)

报应|||
Supposedly I should be happy because converted to permenent...
Mana tahu.. whole bunch of works makes me feel retarded..

This week PC fair at KLCC Convention Centre.
Friday going for buffet at Nagomi~

Will update soon.~ >.<

Finally..
after 9 months of working..
I was converted to permanent now..
Hooray..
Added salary summore..
and quite a lot : )

Z) Deng deng deng... CK boxer briefs, low rise.



I) My friend and I practically jokes about this:

A: Are you sure 1 piece is enough for you?
Me: I guess I've to wear this 7-24,
and wait for the next month for another.
Which makes I've to wait for total 7 months to complete 1 weeks' total boxer.
Lolx..

II) Postponed my laptop purchased to next week.
I need to recheck the price again.

III) Cancelled my outing with PuiPui this week,
sure she'll be very angry about this.
But I really don't have choice..

IV) My friend's housing area got someone being murdered.
suspected that it's a case of robbery,
and to no avail he was murdered.
The police told me that he's same age like me.
Terrified, everyone here are planning to move away soon.
The area here is not safe anymore.
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V) Stress due to my work.

VI) Watched 1/3 of "Harry Potter: and the deathly hallows".

VII) Mei Shan told me to continue Japanese study and do not forfeit it.

VIII) I mistaken about "Parkinson's Disease" and "Alzheimer Disease".

The world is getting accustomed to the essence of beauty and everlasting flawless. That's you.. SKII ^_^

梁静茹 - 天灯

在最像情侣的那一瞬
和他朝着晚空放天灯
两颗心许过甚麽愿望
我想问始终都不敢问

秒针追逐感动的可能
时间渲染感情的气氛
两个倒影在溪水浮沉
一个忘形就难以辨认

沉默的旅程乐在快乐得真假不分
追浮云的人浪漫在拥有过暧昧的名份
比拥抱单纯
暗恋的明灯一路上如烟火随身
宁愿那想像的情人永远保温
美梦别成真让我梦到忘记疑问
寂寞就想想那盏天灯那指纹

怀念没有吻过的嘴唇
想像没有说过的永恒
错过纠缠不清的凌晨
逃过幻觉破灭的黄昏

到满脸皱纹那场回忆比相恋逼真
曾经有一个人燃烧过一夜的青春

暗恋的明灯一路上如烟火随身
宁愿那想像的情人永远保温
美梦别成真让我梦醒不留疤痕
我的天空里有他眼神他体温

Happy Valentine's Day~ + - 2009 - +
Happy Valentine to myself
Wish I'll getting more fit
Wish I can earn more happiness
Wish I achieve my dream
Love myself more
Special love for myself
^_^
Only myself

My heart dances a 'lil bit..
having another sleepy pill..
close my eyes, and that's it,
I'm back to my nightmare again.

Nightmare of having too many stuff to handle.

I'm lonely..
I need to talk to u, sometimes.
But I don't know what to be said.
I know you're having a lot of stress too..

I kept facing challenges,
I knew it'll never end,
I knew they'll keep on popping in front of me..
I knew I need to take it as experience,
But I'm at the limit.
Please hold me still..

Maybe..

I'm not a child anymore.
I need to be strong..

幸福套餐

第一次被点名..来玩玩下≡(O_o)≡

第一：被點者請在自己的 BLOG裏寫下答案
第二：請傳另外十位的人.=)￣▽￣"o
第三：傳閱人‘請在于這十位當中鬥留言版’ 告知他(她) 被點名了..
第四：這當中的十位的人‘不得拒絕’
第五：被點者‘請注明被誰點暸’ 在哪接到‘在傳給下十位’
第六：這些被點名者’ 你們被點會得到祝福‘並且願望會實現’ 也會得到幸福.^^

幸福套餐 NO.1 ♥
1. 你的綽號 : aYiii(拉音两秒|||）, Ivan, ah Gan~~~ (拉音三秒|||）
2. 年齡 : 23
3. 生日 : 18/09/1985
4. 星座 : 处女座
5. 興趣 : 学习
6. 專長 : 扮幼稚（=。。。=）

幸福套餐 NO.2 ♥
1. 你有沒有喜歡的人? : 不懂
2. 是否在交往? : 不懂
3. 現在幸福嗎? : 幸福的是可以做自己的喜欢的东西，不幸福的是没有钱。。哇哈哈
4. 如果上天給你勇氣，最想做什麽事? : 去买很多很多的东西让自己幸福一下
5. 如果有天,你愛的人跟你告白的話? : 去确定一下是不是真的爱偶

幸福套餐 NO.3 ♥
1. 點你的人是 : 维
2. 他是妳的 : 大学活动的朋友
3. 他的個性? : 优柔寡断，还没定性吗？￣▽￣"o
4. 認識他多久? : 1年多
5. 你覺得他怎樣? : 不错（哈哈。。应该到反过来，你很耐得我吧，偶是超级臭脾气的人乜）
6. 你想對他說什麽 : 节哀顺便咯

幸福套餐 NO.4 ♥
1. 最愛的節目 : 卡通
2. 最愛的音樂 : 另类（alternative）
3. 最愛的季節 : 秋天
4. 最愛的卡通 : Tom&Jerry
5. 最愛的人 : 自己人
6. 最愛的顔色 : 粉紫蓝
7. 最愛的國家 : 日本
8. 最愛的天氣 : 雨后的夜晚

幸福套餐 NO.5 ♥
1. 如果上天給你三個願望:
a) 永保青春
b) 很多很多的钱
c) 很开心的生活
2. 你是很專一的人嗎 : 是和不是（心底蛮花）
3. 最深刻的回憶 : 大学生涯
4. 你是個很有信心的人嗎? : 看遇到谁咯
5. 你很愛微笑嗎 : 还好
6. 如果你要放棄你現在的生活,你願意嗎: 吓？自杀吗？现在来说暂时不会放弃吧。
7. 妄想什麽樣的生活 : 自己的生活
8. 是否橫刀奪愛才是愛 : 是，有勇气拿得起，放得下都是好事


調卷到此結束‘點人者請至于被點者的留言版’ 告知被點名了.

點名名單：

EeLing，YeeChin，YongLerk, KarLai, Klausner, Xoxeva, AhLeng.

New haircut :)

29 Nov - Ah bee birthday, forgotten
30 Nov - CS birthday, wait til noon baru teringat and send her msg
Anyone faster report ur bday or else i won't remember all of ur birthday de.
(Yala, jus treat i'm not sincere la.)

Yay, now December d {(~*~)} holiday mood
8, 11, 25, 29 holiday, 26 annual leave..
should i take the 12 to go back hometown or not leh?

Sick...
Wonder why... why... why...

=.=

December is special cause there are holidays in most of the weeks.
Stressful as there are a lot of things to be confirmed, lots of work to do.

Christmas. and the miracle. sparkling all the way towards the path in front of my face.
Is it leading me?

What's next?

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