也許，喜歡一個人，真的很難吧。
喜歡他，也許他不會喜歡你。（單戀）
喜歡他，也許他不懂你喜歡他。（暗戀）
喜歡他，可是他不懂怎麽愛。（單純の戀）
喜歡他，可是他喜歡另一個。（三角の戀）。。

接受你的結果，也並不一定很好，
他接受你，可是性格不配。
他接受你，也許往後的日子感情會越變越干沽。。

分手的理由有很多，可是在一起並不需要理由。

並要：
互相信任和包容，
不屈困難愛對方，
不向外來力量低頭，
接受對方的缺點，
提醒對方改正缺點，
接受對方的交友圈子，
甜蜜時要一定有甜蜜時光，
認真時偶爾要有幽默成分，
讓時間肯定，不讓時間牽著走，不讓時間使感情乾枯。
愛情並不是永遠第一，可是要把對方放在心上。

雖然一切從開始就困難重重，加油吧。

哇咾。。撈大便。。Happie Birthday Jeans~~~ Prettier oo~~~

Stuuuppiiiiddddd!!! What a mess today...

I went to do my real passport today (you heard it right, the 1st passport in my life, though I went singapore before with my group passport when I was 12). Since I'm preparing it for homestay in jp. Wow.

So first I headed towards Melaka town at Jalan Hang Tuah, expecting that I would have a nice and easy 1 day registration for my passport. When I reach the building near pay fong there, the guard there said, this is centre for pentadbiran and stuff.. OMG.. 2ndly I was wrong again where I headed to the MITC there, the orange building, ok it's my fault for listen to wrong info because I was too "ear-free" to listen it right, my fault.. And finally.. Building Hal Ehwal Dalam Negeri. This was the correct 1, and I looked at my watch, ... 4.00pm.. quickly took my ugly passport photo. And not forgot to tell that I've cut the mushroom hair.. and also the biiiigggg pimples on my nose, is double not single. 2 would be not lonely huh?.. I presume..

During my registration, the lady said: kiri, I didn't heard because I was to furious and blur to rush here and there, simply put my right hand on the machine for the fingerprint. Then she didn't notice it at all until I put my left hand instead of "kanan"....

"Hei.. itu bukan kanan la.. aduh...."

Eh?.. Eh??.. omg... then she simply delete the record and re-key in the information..

So.. 2nd try.. "kanan".... my left hand simply move again without my cognitive senses..

"Haiyoo.. tangan itu bukan tangan ini.."

I blushed... and quickly run away.. What a shame.. and then I need to go back again since it was late for the process going on. Ok.. tomorrow 8.30 am..

^___^ Happieee Anniversary ^___^

I cares, thus I wanted you to turn out what I want you to be?

Design for today:

Design of the day:

Work of the day:
Design referred from: ISO50, Tycho

Design of the day:

My work for today:

The new released Ayumi album, featuring previously released Singles Glitter/Fated on July 18 07. The tracks:

1. "Mirror" - 1:58
2. "(don't) Leave me alone" - 4:18
3. "talkin' 2 myself" - 4:56
4. "decision" - 4:22
5. "Guilty" - 4:35
6. "fated" - 5:36
7. "Together When..." - 5:14
8. "Marionette -prelude-" - 1:15
9. "Marionette" - 4:37
10. "The Judgement Day" - 1:41
11. "glitter" - 4:55
12. "My All" - 5:27
13. "reBirth" - 1:40
14. untitled ～for her～" - 5:35

p/s: haven't download the album yet since I'm 'outstation' doing my training. Hopes to listen to the tracks soon..

"Lose one friend. Lose all friends. Lose yourself."
— Eric Matthews, Boy Meets World

What if you've lose your senses? Your eyes whereby you can't see, your ears that you can't hear people's talking, and you can't feel other's touch that you've lost your motor senses?
But the thing you can't afford to lose is what you feel.

It is vital that what your heart told you, and you've made your decision to do so.
(rather on wiki: inductive reasoning, said the Oracle: You've made the choice, don't you? *That always means, you've made the choice all the time before you realize it, and you need other people to support you to make the decision*)

The effect of what you feel is greater than what you merely observed. 《攻心为上》

“我死后，你会参加我的葬礼吗？”

Forget about it ba..
Let it be done, in natural way.

The world is collapsing, trembling with utmost fears.
While I can't find a place to hide.
Ironic, isn't it?

Love is consists of Passion, Intimacy and Commitment, but what I feel?

Do you know the feeling when searching for your heart and didn't find any of my footsteps in any part of it? Do you know when I started to feel while you're getting colder and colder like the frozen ice? Never mention about your feeling, never talk about your recent activities, and then what I'm communicate for?

Maybe this is what i deserve after what you've been through these. I'm following your footsteps.

Your heart container is empty. While I'm shredded into pieces of nothingness.

Love is hard. I understand now.
















...


fears..

fears..

and fears..


and I'm in tears.. blues everywhere..
Meaningless without u.

Thank you for the anniversary, thank you for everything..
You're not teaching me these days, you're planting the heart which grown into ...

blossoms of flowers..
full of flowers..

just that the autumn comes.. late for it to blossom..