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嗯？爲什麽？
想象一個人被別人排斥的滋味一定是不好受吧？
可是沒有辦法。。哈哈
是我的自然反應。

兩天裏果然玩到很開心，
終于把這幾個月來的煩惱暫時撤開一邊，
好好的享受這惡魔的天堂。
是發洩嗎？
不。不。不，我絕對是好的？（嘻，我絕對是惡魔）

無聊！

還有很白癡啦，一些人果然玩不得，
恨不得把它們丟進河裏，
不要玩就不要來營啦，
骯髒啦，什麽啦。
我還是一個很high-class的貴族王子tim，
如果一個營是這樣的話。

在營裏，
有兩种人，
一種是乖乖型，會照著你的話100%，
而另外一種，就會跑出你set的‘遊戲’規則，
是人性的規則，
是每個人都會這樣嗎？
跑出社會，
又是另外一場遊戲，
只是玩法不同。

日子過得很快，
我終于在mmu最後一年了，
從這個camp可以看得出，
每個人都有成長，
特別是。。。。從頭上看得出變化特別大，
哈哈。。我是說。。。頭髮
21嵗過後每個人都有天翻地覆的變化，
還有還有，肚子，
終于明白日子累積下來的成果了，
纍計成肚喃~
哇哈哈！！！

誰知，天堂后的我又被打到了地獄，
歡迎光臨。我的FYP~

There is an emergency call today in the afternoon and I went out to take a look.
Well to my surprise, taadaa~, I got this specially crafted cup. How lovely it is, sweet.

And I felt somewhat shocked as I'd never shown anything or had taught her anything during this event, and on top of that, I just treat her badly or I just ignored her because she just need more experiences, perhaps she just can't cope with anything like this before, I assume.

But, dun underestimate the emerging power of 'goth', nuff said.Lolx.

That's all for now, gotta finish my dreadful fyp and presentation slides.

會不會過分了一點?
想想看，讓別人走到了絕路，然後再從懸崖高処跳下來。
而然，自己也開始感到流言的力量。
像這樣的一傳十，十傳百地影響個人名聲像是一種病態，一種病毒蔓延開來，兩方都不會得到任何的意義。

雖然我自己明白，那些問題，絕對不是自己貿貿然騰然而生，只是一點一點的累贅點集而成。有問題，也只不過是各方面的錯。每個人都沒有錯，但是每個人都必須負責任。像早期剛加入時，自己還默然的高興，相信這是一個蠻不錯的家庭吧。假如一段時間后，開始發覺每個人都有一種習慣，也是我自己的習慣，就是喜歡把東西東拖西拖后，才來開始解決，可是那時已經很遲了。

原本的希望，就是希望在畢業之前，有個美好的回憶，而然終于，我得到了最刻骨銘心的記憶，可使我不埋怨，我只是覺得嘆息。看著每個籌委，就好像看著自己的影子，而很多人不明白，一直徘徊在失敗的路口，迴旋旋轉著。爲什麽失敗這麽痛苦？失敗是那麽的嚴重嗎？而成功的道路，是經過無數的失敗路口而形成的。而很多人的做法，就是在路口旁等待，而不是去修補。徘徊完了，才自己覺醒，覺醒后站在哪兒看著。可能這時候自己的感覺危險的感官開始驅動，開始為自己找藉口，或是為別人的不完整，批評，來掩飾自己，把自己有多渺小就變多渺小。

還是覺得應該從基本功開始吧：
什麽叫溝通。Communication
什麽叫事前準備。Preparation
什麽叫犧牲。Sacrifice
什麽叫善意的批評。Comment
什麽叫時間安排。Arrangement, Time Control
什麽叫理性。Rational
什麽叫管理。Management
什麽叫見人說人話，見鬼說鬼話。??

一個活動的成功與否，在於那個活動的優點勝於缺點，而其缺點，能夠解決的話就儘快地解決。從書上學過，不要給于自己任何藉口，成功是不需要藉口掩飾，失敗更不能。可是運用的話，又有多少人懂？

不用看我，如果我自己給自己分數的話，應該是零分。我無絕對不會把東西完美地完成，也不是典型的處女座。我是一個很很懶惰，而又不會運用的人。我只會簡單的做法，而不會繞一大圈地實行。東西給我，我會把東西拖到最後，可是我會把東西盡量去完美化，而又不會粗枝大葉般呈現出來，我要求完美，可是現實就是那麽的不完美。

可是現況來説，可能情況有點僵。
可是不用緊，提提精神，再繼續吧。

Just discover that the morror's reflection seemed to be fairer than the actual one.

It is good to be inside the opposite world.
Perhaps,
without sadness,
without imperfections.

That's a world far away from the truth.

From Grey's Anatomy Eps 13
George: You just have to get through high school, because high school sucks for anyone who is the least bit different. But then there’s college and out in the real world, you will find where you fit in.

Hu.... Just slacking. S . L . A . C . K . I . N . G . G . G . G....

What should I do now? What should I do next? What SHOULDN'T I do next? Kinda tired thinking that way. Just make it simple ok? S . I . M . P . L . E as how it spelled. Things go complicated while u're staying there for a long time doing nothing, just go 1 by 1. Not thinking the whole story and having insomnia the whole night!.. no points..

Ha.... way to go~
The first thing popping up in my mind is~~~ enjoy my ----- Grey's Anatomy~ Season 2!!

你，会做人吗？

听著AvrilLavigne的ThingsI'llNeverSay。
有很多东西，真的不可以讲。
讲了，让人感到厌恶，
而自己无非是为了提高自己，
以为自己很有内涵，
结果，这就是一个错误。

叫你怎样做人？
自己不会做人叫别人怎样做人，
自己到底是不是人？
我看我已经把感觉两个字从我字典消除掉了。

你会做人吗？
倒不如问自己，
你，会做人吗？

十大不可告人的事件：

1。事件1：开幕问题
2。事件2：下雨
3。事件3：吵架
4。事件4：烟火
5。事件5：哭
6。事件6：缺席者
（我是其一，差劲！！现在忙着fyp中。）
7。事件7：不爽
8。事件8：回应
9。事件9：高层问题
10。事件10：工委感想

失败者。。!!!。。。

十大不可原谅错误
1。见面第一句问候语：喂，为什么这样迟？，迟到了。。看我们做了这样多东西。。现在才来。。（是 你自己做最少东西，到处诬赖人，这是怕死的性格，show给别人知道自己有做一些东西。）
2。没有事先安排的一切，曰：你可以这样这样这样吗？你帮我安排可以吗？（最后一分钟。。汗。。）
3。最后一分钟后作决定，然后又有人反对并没有做出任何建设性出路。（犯贱，自己没有安排好好，还要讲多多。。以后绝对不要再听到‘可是’这两个字！！）
4。不看清幕后工作的人是谁的人。
5。自己有同样错误并指责他人犯那样错误的人。
6。自己是组长但是并没有主见（组长：不懂呃，他们说要这样这样。。。（|||妈的）），不会领导，没有时间观念的人（最后一分钟了，还要问东问西。。。），做组长又不懂牺牲的人（组长：exam重要点。。。先做assignment啦。。）。
7。yahoo group post 多多到出去玩的人。
8。扮清高者。
9。没有工作但是又不会主动帮忙的人。
10。以后不要找之前没有经验或没有做过筹委的人。（恨）

One more mistake and u'll see what will I do, Mr Gan!!!

Wake up! Wake up!
Please do the thing u ARE SUPPOSE to do first,
then after that u can try anything u wan to do afterwards.
That is the real leadership style!

Boring@
Rushing with Hustle and Bustle

Damn society
Damn ppl who're organising@
Ok, I'm in it.
So how about me?
Miserable
Furious

Zzz.. But.. who cares? No ppl cares!!
Pathetic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Loser@@!!!!!

I'm the loser!

ok, I have nothing to lose now!!! Keep waking up ya noe!

很多未赶完的工作。
留到今天，才知道什么是‘迫厕’。

就拿修改banner的事件来说，这不关筹委的事，而是关个人信用！
答应了别人的事不去做，是对于个人名誉是很重要的。
就如这几个月的个人改变，也是不应该，
一点一点的累赘，能够造就对一个人对立的强大影响，
像得了慢性疾病那样，等死。
没有办法，只好一步一步分工了。

还有，诚意和信誉很重要，
诚意是表现在外，让人觉得，这，是值得的。
可是有些东西，没有必要说得那么清楚和撤透，
一些东西，还是要保留。

やくそく！

Me, I'm returning again.

Having trauma for past few months, I need a special definition for my life. It's something like a reconstruction of my mind. (Y? coz I dun have a definition..) Turning around and around, some kind like a dog chasing its tail for nothing.. Selfishness, that is me. It's cruel to say so, I hate being said so.. But indeed, that is me. Y I can't include other as a part of my life? I feel they're obstacles? Or I'm being pathetic of staying alone for a long time adi?

PeiShy, MingLee, and all the big bosses seemed like they have their own thinking. And that time I shouldn't say that I won't involve in politics, it's just being naive.

Done many wrong thing adi, so I must realize them and change.

And that time during XiaoFelng's singing at the cafe, I'm feeling a bit strange, what kind of relationship is this? We are all friends right? Y the situation seemed a bit.. funny.

I'm losing ground.

And yea, I must correct 'it'!!!!

You are The Hermit

Prudence, Caution, Deliberation.

The Hermit points to all things hidden, such as knowledge and inspiration,hidden enemies. The illumination is from within, and retirement from participation in current events.

The Hermit is a card of introspection, analysis and, well, virginity. You do not desire to socialize; the card indicates, instead, a desire for peace and solitude. You prefer to take the time to think, organize, ruminate, take stock. There may be feelings of frustration and discontent but these feelings eventually lead to enlightenment, illumination, clarity.

The Hermit represents a wise, inspirational person, friend, teacher, therapist. This a person who can shine a light on things that were previously mysterious and confusing.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Me != myself!

I'm changing.


I tipped myself. I contradict myself. I am my shadow...


My world consists of dreamland. And part of it exists in reality.
The reality me is not me.
I'm nothing if there is no definition for me. Or anyone who gives definition to my existence.


Something you can't reach, you feel it, you draw near it, you became part of it.


The identity of which you gain when you know the right time to choose.
It's not replication. It's not disguise.
It's mere repetition of everyday life.
Something you've gained after these processes.

Something I should've know earlier.
Something inside me has grow darker and darker.
I'm complicated.
I can't comprehend.
I'm not manage to comprehend so many information.
Part of them are fake, harmful, and influencing.
Information change thus I change.

Everything is just formular.

Everything is just a field of influential element.

Everything is nothing if there is no definition for them.

Definition comes first? or Everything comes first?

Who gave definition for them?

Evil and kindness meant nothing now...
They have their complicated way of manipulating things.
We gave judgement to them because they are harmful or beneficial to us.

Human is just a selfish entity.

I am selfish.
I wanted to gain advantage from others.

Everyone is selfish.
Everyone wanted to gain advantage from others.

No one will realise how the process going on...

People just see outcome compare with the input.

All are just nothing, all are the same,

repetition...

iteration...

iteration...

and iteration...

I'm just a minor part of your life, as I'd never play the major role part.
Now I understand, sooner or later I have to choose the way I am.

何で僕は泣くの？
何で全てのことずっと変えるの？
日々自分もう嫌いだ．
何も知らない、何も作られない．

今私はアミゴ．アミガのオンラインゲーム遊ぶ．
夕べ一人見た、彼は日本人ですが、変の人だよ．
彼はkennと言う。２００ゲームの金盗った．
大変ですね．．．

講話的心態

急事，慢慢講。
大事，清楚講。
小事，幽默講。
沒把握的事，謹慎講。
沒發生的事，不要胡亂講。
做不到的事，不必講。
他人的事，不要亂講。
自己的事，聼聼自己的心怎樣講。
萬事對事，不針對人去講。
現在的事，做了再講。
未來的事，決意了可行才去講。
爭論的事，溫和的講，心平氣和的講。
不要惡意去講，而善意去講。
開心的事，看場合講。
傷心的事，不要見人就講。
討厭的事，對事不對人講。
如果有對我不滿意的地方，請一定要對我講。

Holiday~ holiday~ again..
Well, it's time for my plan again, PLAYプレイ^_^

Seem like the PCSX2 haven't complete yet,
I'm still waiting for the 0.8.3 coming out, probably end of 2007~
And yea, Starcraft 2, Fallout 3,
really miss those games, AdDiCtEDdd...O.o|||

And continue to my JapaneseLv2 revision,
hopefully I can be able to take the test this year,
no more delay~

Happy Holiday~~~ ^^