[Projects:]
Starman_Tribal_2001 [Completed]
ReplicatorMagic_2002 [Completed]
Orev_Iagon_Magic_2003 [Completed]
LiviaTenda_DeepHeart_2004 [Completed]
MonoNoctorus_2005 [In progress]
ExperiorNoctorus_2006 [Started]
Favilin_Densetsu_2007 [Unknown]
Hybrid_DeForm_2008 [Unknown]
[Untitled, Again:]
::The story begins with [Starman_Tribal_2001]::
I think I'm weird, thus make myself weirder.
I'm weak in express myself, I learn it from other people. I'm a mere replicator, pretender.
::The story continues with [ReplicatorMagic_2002]::
Everytime I just told myself to upgrade, in way of different than others, thus more faster, and I guess I might get crazy one day.
Sometimes I'm thinking whether is this the best way of my life, is that I'll get the best outcome of my efford I put in, or all of these works is just a piece of rubbish.
::Slight changes started with [Orev_Iagon_Magic_2003]::
I'm timid, I'll save myself first than other peoples. I'm a demon. I'm not myself, anymore.
I don't know how to act, don't really pro in lying(but sometimes I did), but everytime people just don't believes.
I have no sense of humour, but I'm a sensitive person, I can observe and make analysis if you give me time, while not making any movement or changes to my observe/analysis, or maybe I'll just get far away from the bad one. I just like to think using my brain when I'm free. I guess I just like to be alone, most of the time.
::Turning point of my life, the realization with [LiviaTenda_DeepHeart_2004]::
So basically I'm nothing, no personality and no sense of hunmour, I'm merely a blank container.
::After realization, continued to huge changes [MonoNoctorus_2005]::
I guess if I continue to behave like this I'll get nothing in the end.
I wanted to change, I wanted to advance, my heart told me.
Everytime I copied others personality, I replicate them. Thus combine into 'me'.
I do modification to my personality according to any changes depends on my experience I got from the things I've done.
I've learnt the effect of tipping the balance of something, and try to see through one thing in different angles.
I try to differentiate which thing is bad and which thing is good, but I realize there is no total good and total bad in this world, everything is just behave according to its needs, and with your efford changing them might get both good and bad outcomes.
[::Theories I made from Projects::]
Observation_Analysis_Judgement system
First Advancement Theory
Second Advancement Theory
Double Advancement Theory
Multiple Advancement Theory
Normalizing/Balancing System
ReplicatorMagic+Experience=Outcome Decision Making
Dream/Final Achievement Making
[::Future resolution::]
ExperiorNoctorus_2006 [Started]
Favilin_Densetsu_2007 [Unknown]
Hybrid_DeForm_2008 [Unknown]
I sound like robot, huh? ^_^ Next time will be another great change of me... ^_^
Towards the dream of eternity,
Towards the world we've never venture before,
Towards a better life for you, and me.
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