You made your first advancement, I retracted one step,
instead hoping you would keep moving on;
while I made a silent move towards you, and you were appalled..
and escaped into the place where you belong to.

这是自我理想而制造出来的潜意识幻觉而已。

I think of you

I haven't slept

I think I do

But I don't forget

My body moves

Goes where I will

But though I try my heart stays still

It never moves

Just won't be left

And so my mouth waters to be a fate

And you're always in my head

You're always in my head

You're always in my head

You're always in my head

You're always in my head

Always in my head

Always in my

This, I guess

Is to tell you you're choosing out from the rest

You’ve come so close to tasting

Now my innocence is breaking

Like the ocean in a perfect storm

It makes me want you even more

I’ve never been so jealous

I’ve never felt so helpless

So out of breath and hungry for you

You got into my swirl of vortex, found nothing but pain.

"But we have soothed ourselves into imagining sudden change as something that happens outside the normal order of things. An accident, like a car crash. Or beyond our control, like a fatal illness. We do not conceive of sudden, radical, irrational change as built into the very fabric of existence. Yet it is."

Jurassic Park - Third Iteration "Breeding Sites"

"Oh what good is it to live
With nothing left to give
Forget but not forgive
Not loving all you see."
-- Swallowed in the Sea / Coldplay

Don't keel over now.

Quoted:
"When we had a long time relationship, we tends to find lacks of each other."
"Because you can't get what you want?"

Trapped in the limbo of life and death, where you have gotten use to the excruciating pain, and you felt nothing anymore.

Path

It is not without fear, without challenge, or without sacrifice that we follow this path towards unknown.
A big responsibility it is to be taken care of.
And a never-ending journey.

Gotta stop the agony.. abruptly..

這一刻你是一個最快樂的人
你看見你想看見的，你將它發生
因你，我像戴上玫瑰色的眼鏡
看見尋常不會有的奇異與歡愉
你美而不能思議。

Emo like hell... T.T

Learn to hate, that's how you learn to love.

I don't expect everyone to agree with me, I just wanted them to keep debate with me to reach a common consensus agreeable by both of us.

"我一直都在流浪 可我不曾見過海洋
我以為的遺忘 原來躺在妳手上
努力微笑堅強 寂寞築成一道圍牆 
也敵不過夜裡 最溫柔的月光"

Fast forward to future.

Welcome to 2014 : )

The future is now.

你栽出千萬花的一生，四季中徑自盛放也凋零；

你走出千萬人群獨行，往柳暗花明山窮水盡去。

Solitude.